THE BAD BOY'S OBSESSION - CHAPTER 29&30
❃ Do you really not love me, Fina?❃
Roughly, he pushed Mrs Bieber aside not caring if she falls, and she staggers backwards holding unto the couch behind with a shocked expression on.
“Fina!” Stefan squatted in front of Fina, holding her face.
“Fina are you alright? Are you hurt? I’m sorry…” He said loftily to her while she gives him a small smile.
“I’m fine…”She mutters back and he stood from her.
“What the f-__-k do you think you’re doing!!” He howled at Mrs Bieber who didn’t hesitate to give him a stinging slap also.
Fina gasps lightly.
“You don’t dare shout on me like that! I’m your mother!!” She howled back at his face.
“I have no f-__-king mother and you have no f-__-king right to hit her like that!!” He growls at her face shocking her the more.
“Stefan…” Fina held him back.
“Stop it” She mumbles trying to calm his angry nerves down.
“She hurt you Fina! She has no f-__-king right to touch you Fina, I swear” He said cleary furious.
“I’m okay so stop it already… please” She sighs out.
Mrs Bieber just keep quiet, finding it hard to believe Stefan could react like that to her.
Even though she’s not the best mother to him, she’s still his mother.
So, where is the respect?
“Can you go home first, I need to have a word with her?” Fina said to him.
“There’s no way I’m leaving you alone with her, who knows the f-__-k she’s gonna do next to you?”
“Stefan just listen to me uh? Go home, I’ll talk to you later” She gave him a pleading look.
“Fin_” She left his front before he could finish talking going to the room, seconds later she came back with his top putting it in his hands.
“I’ll call you” She said to him and began pushing him away.
Stefan gave Mrs Bieber one last bombastic side look as he was being pushed to the door.
“Call me” He said to her.
“I will. Go…” She closes the door on him and sighs out inaudibly.
LATER.
Posefina drops a glass of water on the table in front of Mrs Bieber who has her head lowered.
She took a sit opposite her.
“I’m ashamed to face you” Fina mutters slowly.
“No, I’m the ashamed one. My own son treated me like trash..” Mrs Bieber says back.
“I’m sorry Ma, it’s all because of me” Fina said guiltily, Mrs Bieber lift up her gaze to her.
“I’m sorry about the slaps, I admit I went overboard with that” She says getting Fina to look at her in surprise.
“You… aren’t mad at me?” She asked softly.
Mrs Bieber smiles feebly.
“I am. I’m so much mad at you Posefina…” She replies, Posefina lowered her gaze in guilt again.
“I’m sorry…”
“… You’re no different from my daughter Posefina, I watched you grow together with my boys. I was a mother figure to you remember? I respected and trusted you, but you broke that trust…”
“Ma…”
“You should have known better… he’s still very much young to all this”
“I’m sorry…” Was all Posefina could say, her eyes forming tears already.
“You should have waited at least…till he’s mature enough to handle all this”
“Ma?”
“From the little thing that happened earlier, I can tell he’s crazy about you. He is Posefina…” She stood up and sat besides her, taking her hands in hers.
“Do you love him?” She asked slowly, Fina could only blink out tears.
“It’s okay…tell me. Do you?” She asked again loftily.
“I shouldn’t be feeling like this Mrs Bieber. I don’t have any right to feel this way for him…” She whimpers.
“Love can’t be cheated. You may try to deny or toss it aside but it always comes to you…no matter what. You don’t choose who to love, love itself chooses who it wants. You can’t control your heart Posefina, so I understand you perfectly…if you do feel something for him” Mrs Bieber says.
“But…but he’s like a younger brother to me. I shouldn’t be doing this to him..” She shakes her head.
“It’s all my fault. I should have pushed him away more. I shouldn’t have given him any room to get this close to me. I’m really sorry Mrs Bieber” She said with a painful voice while Mrs Bieber only nods, wiping her tears away.
“You know I’m the worst mother ever. Because of me my sons were always being preys to the community. They led such a hard and hurtful life because they had a woman like me as their mother. Especially Stefan, he suffered the most and was probably abused the most. I was always worried cause he seems like he had nothing more to do with life, he h@??d me, fine I was okay with that cause I deserve it. But you know Fina, even though I don’t deserve his love and the worth of being his mother, I still very much wanted to be the best mother to him. I’ve always wanted to make it up to him. I want to give him the perfect and best life he deserves, I want the best for him. Fina…” She shook her head.
“Now is not the time…if anything, he shouldn’t be distracted by some tricky feelings…he still has a lot to do ahead of him, he shouldn’t be held back now…do you understand what I mean?” She asked, her eyes on that on Fina’s.
Fina sniffs and nods.
“I do Mrs Bieber… don’t worry, I won’t hinder him from chasing his dreams. I actually planned on leaving” She said back.
“Leaving? When??”
“Tomorrow. I was going to end things with him later today actually. I waited till this day so he could finish his exams first…”
“Oh dear…” Mrs Bieber hugs her.
“I’m sorry…and, thank you” She mutters while Fina just sniffs, hugging her back.
*. *. *
Stefan walks inside the house, his expression stiffened.
“Oh bro, you’re finally back” Franco said from the couch he is seated on.
Stefan stops, look at him for a while and without saying anything, he proceeded to the stairs.
“You crabby expression tells me something happened? Which one is it? Your mother sudden return or your little girlfriend’s report?” He asked with a smirk, intentionally testing his anger.
Surprisedly, Stefan said nothing but only walk up to the stairs going to his room.
Franco tucked in his hands, his brows furrowing.
He guessed Sunniva hadn’t told him anything yet, cause he would have bounced on him terribly if she had.
But since he wasn’t looking that cool either, he guessed he must have met their mother.
He (Franco) had actually told her he was at Fina’s when she returned from her flight.
He also had explained to her how Stefan’s has been obsessing over Fina lately, doing some weird stuffs he shouldn’t be doing to her.
How he had been a distraction to Fina, causing them to break up and he didn’t fail to tell his mother Stefan is forcing his feelings on Fina also and the one she really loves, is him. Franco.
And now since their mother is here, it’s certain she’ll do anything… to keep them apart.
Anything.
AN HOUR LATER.
Franco was still waiting in the living room when his mother came back, together with Fina.
“Mom…” He stood striding to them.
“Posefina…” He calls also.
“Excuse me…” Fina only said walking away, ignoring him.
“Fi_” He made to follow her but Mrs Bieber stops him by holding his hand back.
She shook her head at him, indicating he should not.
Franco stops in his attempt, heaving out a sigh.
“What happened Mom, tell me everything” He said to her.
STEFAN’S ROOM.
“Stefan…” Fina calls slowly and she walks into his room. On hearing her voice, Stefan sprang up from the bed he was sitting trotting forward to her, he pulled her into his embracing, hugging her so dearly.
“Are you okay? Did she do anything to you? What happened after I left??” He questioned after unlocking from the hug. Fina only smiles out.
“Nothing happened. We only talked” She replied.
“Are you sure? She didn’t hit you again??” He raised a brow.
“Come here” She only took his hand, sitting him down on the bed. She sat besides him facing him. Her palm went to his face cupping it and she let out a sad smile.
“We should stop this now…” She says staring at him, her palm still on his cheek.
“Stop…stop what?” He asked, carefully.
“This. Everything we may have between us…”
“Fina…” He held her palm on his cheek.
“What are you saying Fina…I don’t understand a thing…did…did that woman say something to you? Don’t mind her she’s just_”
“This is not about her” She shook her head.
“Then what? Then what Fina, what the hell are you saying…STOP TURNING MY HEAD PLEASE!!!” He hollers jerking her, his eyes already reddened.
“You have to let go now. We can’t…I can’t do this anymore more now! I’ve tried… I’ve tried but it’s not working…”
“It will…it has been and it will continue to. We’re doing fine Fina, we’re doing perfectly fine so what’s the problem now!”
“We’re the problem!! Everything is the problem!!! What we’re doing isn’t right. It shouldn’t be”
“Because you’re older? f-__-k age Fina!!! We love each other isn’t that enough??”
“You have a future. I…I can’t ruin that”
“You’re my future…” He held her face this time around, resting his forehead on hers.
“Fina… don’t even think of leaving me. You’re all I have… please don’t break up with me…You can’t break up with me okay?” He said with his voice already betraying him.
“Stefan…”
“I love you…I love you so much Fina…” He closes the little gab between them, locking lips with her, but she pulls away immediately.
“This is getting really burdensome…” She mutters, getting him quirk a brow.
“What…?”
She looks at him, her expression changed now, to a stern one.
“Stop acting clingy, will you? It’s so burdensome and annoying!!” She said to him emotionlessly.
“Fina…”
“Please!!! Can’t you grasp what is going on?” She sighs out sweeping up her hair.
She stood from the bed.
“I don’t love you. No, I never loved you. Yeah, we had a one night stand so what! It ain’t a big deal but you were so stuck up on it and keep whining. At first I find it really really troublesome but as time goes on I admit I start to get swayed and distracted. That’s why I cheated on the one I really love and gave in to you cause i wanted to see how much and just what you have to offer. Now that I’ve seen and gotten what I want i would like to end it, so can you just get that and stop being annoyingly clingy and bothersome!” She said out shocking him to the bone.
“Fina…” He stood up also.
“There! There!! Acting so pitiful and pathetic…hey, it’s not cute at all stop it, it’s d@mn creepy uh!!”
“Look, nothing is gonna continue between us so don’t even think of pleading or whatnot! I’m done with you and that’s final!! And please… have some dignity, don’t cry and beg me to take you back… it’s really annoying!!” She spat hurting him badly, without batting an eye.
Tears drops from his eyes, she immediately looks away.
“I came here to tell you this. I’m leaving…” She turns to the door and rush out leaving him dumbfounded.
Stefan remained on his standing, his brain slowly taking in everything she just said.
She just said she doesn’t love him.
She played him.
He was only a distraction to her.
He’s a clingy burden to her.
More tears streaked down his face as her words lingers in his head, his fists slowly balling.
No, it can’t be.
It can’t be.
What about everything they had between them?
Their sweet moments.
Their little time spent together which fills up his heart with happiness.
Even though it was just few days, he could tell she was happy being with him.
He could feel her sincerity so what’s she saying now?
What about everything they shared.
Their touches.
Their kisses.
Their make outs.
His confession.
Right, his confession!
He always told her he loves her, but she never once said it back to him.
She never said she loves him back.
She never says it.
Does that mean she’s telling the truth?
Does that mean, everything they had and shared…was all a lie?
No…it can’t be.
It can’t…
“Fina…” He also dash out of the room, going after her.
“Posefina what happened, why are you_” Franco double-crossed Fina as she ran downstairs, heading towards the door.
“Let me go!!!” She pushes him away and ran out, just then Stefan also ran downstairs running out of the house also.
“FINA!! FINA!!!” Stefan calls after her, as he ran outside. Fina keeps running, not answering.
He keeps on running after her also, until they got to the main road.
He had to halt on his tracks when he lost sight of her.
Looking around all the people there, he kept looking for her, shouting her name as well.
“FINA!!!”
“WHERE ARE YOU FINA!!”
“FINA COME OUT!!!”
“PLEASE COME OUT!!”
“FINA!!”
People began looking at him as he searches frantically for her among the midst of people passing by. Finally, he saw a sight of her crossing down the road.
“Fina??” He mutters and ran to the crossroad but had to step back cause the green light came on and cars began driving.
“Fin…” He elongated his neck and saw her already across the road, still running.
He’s slowly loosing her.
He can’t lose her.
He can’t.
“Fina…?” He mutters and bolted to the road not minding the cars blaring and the drivers shouting, raining curses at him.
Fina who keeps running with tears streaming down her eyes had to stop when he didn’t hear him calls her name again but instead, hears of a loud thud like something was run over and people loud gasps and shouts.
She slowly turns back only to see people gathered at the crossroads, an accident seems to have happened.
“Poor boy…”
“Oh my God, someone calls 911”
“Is he still breathing?”
“He ran into the cars and got hit!!”
“He was running through them…”
“He looks so young…”
She could hears murmurs like that from the gathered crowd.
She looks around the people but couldn’t find anyone who looks like Stefan.
She became alarmed Instantly.
Her heart suddenly began racing hard, and her legs grew wobble.
Slowly, with thumbing heart she walks back to the crossroad, among the people finding her way through.
She could see blood streaming down on the ground already, and her stomach churned, her throat tightening.
She walks further pushing the people aside and finally she saw him, sprawled on the ground in his own pool of blood.
Lying lifelessly, and helplessly.
“Arrhh…” Her palms went to her mouth covering it instinctively, more tears pouring down her face.
“Ste… STEFAN!!!” She ran to him, dropping on the ground besides him holding his face already covered in blood.
“Stefan!! Stefan no…NO… STEFAN!!!!” She cries out, loudly and bitterly.
“Fina…Fina…” He brought his right palm soiled with blood to her face.
He groans slowly, already loosing his breath.
“Fina…” His voice came really low and painful.
“Stefan…”
“Do…do you..really…not love…me… Fina?” He asked groggily, spitting out blood.
“Do you not…” He could not finish his statement, when his hand went down and his eyes closed.
He went limp in her arms.
“No…no…. STEFAN NO!!!”
~T.B.C~