MY BAD BOY CRUSH - CHAPTER 44
Violet POV
I’ve always known that there was no way Clover would just suddenly like me. I knew that Clover wanting to suddenly be my friend was for a reason but I never knew that he wanted to play with my heart.
That he considered me as all those girls who he just toyed with and I thought maybe I was different.
But guessing from his reaction, I think he regrets saying that but he just don’t want me to know because it might break my heart.
I don’t wanna look so low in front of Belinda. She has been looking for a way to get at me. To make me feel the same pain that she’s in but she never knew I am not a ?îtçh like her.
I’ve never forced Clover to like me though I do like him but I know that there are limit and that’s why I had kept my feelings to myself until that day at the rooftop.
“How dare you?” She held her cheeks. Her eyes so wide like that of a housefly. My bad… Maybe she comes from a family of ’em.
“I’ve never seen a desperate ?îtçh like you Belinda and even if you think turning the whole world upside down just to get me then I will be ten steps ahead of you” I said to her face.
I turned and left. Though I tried to act strong in front of everyone watching I still knew that I was pained. That what I had thought was true.
Well…. There’s no way I can be any different. I just failed to notice that.
“Violet” Hearing Clover’s voice from far behind, I increased my pace because I don’t wanna see him now. Not like I am letting him go or angry with him but I just wanna have an alone time to myself.
“Violet please wait… Let’s talk” I could hear his voice getting more and then I took to my heels running as fast as I could.
But he was so determined to meet up with me or maybe talk to me and then he held my wrist and I stopped. The tears were already coming out and I tried to hide it or clean it but he already saw it.
“Please listen to me. That recording was a long time ago. I swear I never meant to hurt you with that. I didn’t know that it would hurt me” He said his eyes pleading.
“Do you like me Clover. I’ve never heard you say that to me. Do you?” I asked and he gulped.
It just suddenly crossed my mind. The only thing he has ever said to me was that I was so attractive that he sees himself getting closer to me.
But I have never heard him clearly say that he likes me and would do anything to never see me hurt. Those are the words I have being wanting to hear from him.
“Tell me Clover. Do like even take me at heart” I said again and he wasn’t ready to reply.
“When you finally know how you feel about me tell me but for now can you let me go” I said and removed my hands from his grip before running off.
CLOVER’S POV
I swear I have never felt this way for a very long time Maybe the last time was when Mom died. It was like she was leaving me and never coming back.
And I was so heartbroken. I’ve never truly thought about how I feel about her. I thought it was just some mere attraction and was bound to fade away but each time she pushes me away, I just see myself trying to get closer to her more.
Do I like her or not? Every of my insides doesn’t want me to let her go but I can’t bring myself to confess that l like her.
Then Adrian! That bastard! He recorded everything just to expose it now. Thought we were best friends but I guess not.
I clenched my fist walking fast to our private class. My mind won’t cool down if I don’t give him a taste of the mess he just caused.
I stormed in and the English teacher was explaining something and then I walked fast to him landing a punch on his face.
“Hey Clover what are you doing? I’m in here yunno” The teacher said but I was not listening to what she was saying.
“Stay out of this @zzhole” I glared at her and landed another punch on Adrian’s face but he wasn’t fighting back.
He was just laughing and then cleaned his bloody lips.
“You think I care about all this you’re doing Clover. You can punch me more but I won’t fight back because you deserve this pain” He said and I stared at him.
“You always ditched me for her and you claimed we are best friends. I’m always the one hiding in your shadows while everyone yell your name and you think I don’t care”
“We were best friends Adrian. All that doesn’t matter”
“That’s to you but to me it matters. I want all those attention you get. All the girls who keep running after you and the popularity that you have. I don’t want to just be known as Clover’s friend”
He’s talking bullshit. He thinks he can get all that by betraying me. He’s just foolish cause he doesn’t know what Belinda is capable of.
“I’m disappointed in you Adrian. You stooped so low to be swayed by those ?îtçhes” I shook my head before running out of the class.
I need to have a word with Violet at least.
Violet POV
I can’t believe I sneaked out of school today. I won’t be able to listen in because of all that’s going on in my mind.
I was walking aimlessly in the streets before a long black bus stopped in front of me and three men came out.
They had face caps on and I tried to run away but one already took a handkerchief and covered my nose.
I felt dizzy and my eyes was closing as they carried me into the bus they came with but I saw Clover from afar.
He was running towards the direction of the bus and I heard him scream my name before I went unconscious.
𝓣. 𝓑. 𝓒𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓮𝓭……….