MY BAD BOY CRUSH - CHAPTER 40
Violet POV
Those words held so many meaning and me hearing Clover say this made me teary. This is what they call love trauma.
Is he really serious or has he mistakenly fall in love with me. My heart jumped thinking that and it made me wanna hug him back.
Tell him that my feelings are still intact and that I’m still head over hills for him. That I’m obsessed with having him around me but a flash of how Belinda kissed him came to my mind and I pushed him away.
“How do I know that you’re sincere Clover. You’re not and that’s why you could go around kissing Belinda because of a misunderstanding we had” I blurted and then he chuckled.
What! I frowned. I guess he’s just joking with me. Does he thinks all these is a Joke and that I cannot do without him for real.
Well…. Yeah I can’t do without him but I’m f-__-king trying.
“Hey if you think I am just gonna accept you back like that then No Clover. Not after you kissed Belinda like that” I said and rolled my eyes.
Why am I even mentioning that ?îtçh name. Her name doesn’t deserve to be on my lips let alone the way I pronounce it so perfectly.
“You’re jealous Violet and when you frown it makes you look cute” Clover said and I could swear. My cheeks became bright red.
I’m f-__-king blushing cause of some stupid compliment that I don’t even know if it’s true or not.
I tapped my cheeks gently. Those are just sweet words to make me eyes melt and plus my body and I mustn’t fall for it.
“That’s not true” I looked away cause I don’t want him to notice.
“And I love it when you’re jealous Violet. It makes me more attracted to you. I’ve never felt this way about anyone before. I’ve never chased a girl the way I do to you” Clover said and made me stare into his eyes.
My heart skipped a bit at his words and I just wanted to believe that it was true. I just wanted to believe that the feelings were mutual.
I don’t think I will ever fall for a guy the way I did to Clover. He’s always on my mind every now and then and he’s always in every of my decision.
I’ve come to know him for a month now and just a day without him, I almost cried myself to sleep. My heart felt different.
One inner mind was speaking to me and I can’t just reject it and my body started again. I was reacting to his touch and movement.
“You aren’t saying anything butterfly… Don’t you feel the same way. Does your heart not skip beats anytime I am with you” He said slowly and then walked closer to me.
I was close to the wall so my back was against it while I gripped my hands on the wall and took my lips in.
That name ‘Butterfly’ I can never get used to it cause that nickname fitted me perfectly cause he makes butterfly runaround in my stomach everytime he makes a move at me.
He placed his two hands above my head and brought his face closer to mine and he brought one of his hands down.
My eyes watched every of his movement and for this moment I forgot I was angry. That I pushed him away earlier.
I also forgot that we just wanted to talk and then we’re diverting into something else. I’m not supposed to let this happen.
But typical Vio.. will always let Clover have his way. This show how vulnerable I am around him but despite how I try to fight it, he ends up breaking down all my defenses.
“Doesn’t your body craves more anytime I roam my hands around your body like this” He said and he raised my shirt up and he circled his finger around my navel.
Does he wants me to scream yes for him to know that it’s true or is he trying to tease me with my weak spot.
“Don’t you want to explore every corner of my mouth cause you never lose your breath and want more” He said and he brought his face closer.
I thought he was gonna kiss me and then I closed my eyes anticipating it but it never came.
I opened one of my eyes before the other and I blinked. He was just staring at my face. What’s he trying to pull right now.
Then he pecked the tip of my nose before moving back and smirked.
“What were you expecting? A kiss. I can’t do that. Remember we broke up” He said and I hissed.
“Not like I want you to kiss me with that dirty lips of yours you used to kiss that girl” I said.
“Fine I won’t but I will be waiting for your reply Vio…. I’m an arm away” He said and then brought his hands down before walking away.
How do I feel now? The best word to classify it is that I am desperately craving for him but I can’t admit it. I have to play that hard to get.
I walked back to class and I figured that I spent three hours with Clover and we were almost done for the day. Lunch break was over hours ago but I was so engrossed I never knew.
I didn’t have the courage to go back home so I just hanged around the school till it was closing time and I went back home.
Belinda Pov
I swear no one is more vexed than I am right now. I thought it worked but everything I keep trying keeps backfiring back to me.
I am holding a pack of ice and it’s stuck in my face because of that bastard slap. She almost destroyed my precious face with her stone hands.
Clover defended her and couldn’t let her receive a dose of her own medicine but I Belinda will never give up.
I’m meant to have Clover and I must achieve and even if I must forfeit, not for some cheap girl like that Violet.
She sucks that I can’t stand her. I’m waiting in the school rooftop with Candy waiting for Jewel to show up. She has a plan.
And I am gonna make sure this plan works and separates Violet from Clover.
Speaking of the devil….. She just arrived. I mean Jewel but she’s not alone. She came with Adrian, CLOVER’S best friend and I wondered how this concerns him.
“Hi Ladies” He smiled. He kinda Charming but he doesn’t match Clover’s.
“What does he have to offer us? I don’t need a snitch like that other dude who betrayed us” I rolled my eyes.
“Chill babes. He just gave me a voice note of Clove saying something. It’s so interesting and if Violet hears it. Her heart is gonna crumble into a million pieces” Jewel gave me the voice note to listen.
My smile widened and I listened to every bit of the word there. Clover made a bet he’s only gonna use that poor girl.
I can’t wait for stinky Miss Campbell to hear this.
The whole school is gonna be full with her tears….
𝓣. 𝓑. 𝓒𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓮𝓭……….