ABDUCTED BY DEMONS - CHAPTER 42
Kol locks his eyes with me . “And why was that? ”
“Why do you think you’re here? “I ask.
Kol steps closer towards me. Standing in front of me now.
“I have been able to run from every problem. Every city. Every person. “I say, breathing heavily.
Kol leans over, placing his hands on the seat on either side of me.
“I’ve ran my whole life… From literally everything. “I whisper.
Kol leans closer to me, his face inches from mine now.
“Say it. “He whispers, his eyes staring deeply into mine.
“Except for you. “The words come out of my mouth so easily.
Kol smirks. “Raven.
Spawn is Satan, daughter of an angel, the famous hybrid, as f_cked up as it is -I’m in love with you. ”
I look down, “Don’t do that to yourself. “I whisper.
“Look at me. “Kol whispers, and I raise my eyes, meeting his.
“What. “I say.
“I f_cked up. I am sorry, for everything I have done to hurt you. I never meant for that to happen. “Kol stares at me, “and I’m not asking for you to forgive me. ”
“Then what are you asking? “I say, tilting my head to the side a bit.
“To stay.. With me. “Kol looks down, “please. “He whispers.
“Why? “I ask.
“Because after everything -after all this $h|t -YiuYou still let me in. And I answered, immediately. “Kol looks at me.
“Were toxic for each other, kol. I don’t even know what we are -and how everything went down, how it started between us that isn’t -“he cuts me off.
“That isn’t what? “Kol asks.
“That isn’t love. That is some twisted form of want. We want each other. We started out enemies and then developed some form of attraction. We just wanted each other… But we don’t need each other. You don’t love me kol. And I… ”
I look down again.
“You don’t what? “Kol shakes his head, standing up.
“Do you want me to say it? “I ask, staring at him.
“Yeah. I do. “He says, sternly.
“I don’t love you, kol. “I say, and he shakes his head.
“Bullshit. ”
“It’s not -”
“Don’t give me some bullshit excuses. Yeah we’re attracted to each other -but that isn’t the only thing there. It’s more than that. Don’t tell me I don’t love you. Don’t tell me you don’t love me. We both know those are goddamn lies. You have been through so much $h|t in the past year -we both have -but who is always there? Us. Together.
Against wh@??ver comes our way. Yes -wh@??ver we are started out pretty shitty but we’re not f_cking normal, Raven! This isn’t the mortal world! You’re a f_cking hybrid, and I’m a demon. It’s not going to be cupcakes and rainbows and it never will be. Stop being afraid of this. Of feeling something. “Kol sighs, looking at me.
“I wasn’t saying that. “I whisper
“Then what are you saying?! That we shouldn’t be together because everything is against us?
Woman -everything has always been against us!
But it doesn’t affect us!
Out of everything I’ve ever done -you are the best f_cking thing that has happened to me and I just.. “Kol shakes his head.
I look down. “Don’t say that… This is so much. This is the point where I would’ve been long gone.
I would’ve ran from this $h|t a while ago. “I mumble.
Kol stares at me.
That one hurt him.
“Stop running. “Kol says and I look up.
“You can’t run from who you are, and what you feel. You can’t run from your emotions. They catch up with you. Running from your problems is a race you will never win, baby. So please… Just let me in. Let me help you. ”
Kol watches me.
“Why? Why do you Care so much? You were just hired to train me. And then give me to Lucifer. Why have you stuck around?
What do you get out of this? I ask staring at him.
Tears start coming to my eyes but I blink them away.
“You changed me. “Kol says, and I roll my eyes.
“Oh god. “I sigh.
“No just listen to me.
Before you, I didn’t care who I k!lled, I didn’t keep count. I didn’t care about anything or anyone. “Kol says and I cut him off.
“Why are you telling me this? “I ask.
“I’m saying, I didn’t care.
At all. There wasn’t a point to life. There wasn’t a meaning for anything.. ”
Kol sighs, “But after I met you… the whole fu”king game changed. I started feeling things I’ve never felt before. I finally found my purpose… and it was you. This whole f_cking time. It was you. You give me meaning. A reason to live, and actually live not just go through the f_cking motions. “Kol grabs my hands with his, pulling me to my feet.
“I wanna be there for you.
Through everything. I don’t care who we come across. I don’t care how f_cked up it gets -I’m with you. If you’ll let me. “Kol whispers, staring into my eyes.
I open my mouth, about to respond –
“Well wasn’t that cutes? ”
Ember voice echoes throughout the room.
Me and Kol turn towards the door.
Ember slams the door.
“Well isn’t that a f_cking birthday surprise? ”
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Raven, Go. Now, I’ll hold her off. “Kol says, as his arm lengthens out in front of me to protect me.
TBC 💖