ABDUCTED BY DEMONS - CHAPTER 17
In smirk. “You sound scared, are you afraid of me kol? “I chuckle, and I watch him widen his eyes… He stares at my hands.. I look down, seeing my fists are on fire… Literally. But it doesn’t hurt, it just feels warm. Almost natural.
“Raven, you need to calm down. Your powers are growing… And they’re using you to get stronger. ”
“I feel so powerful… “I whisper, smirking.
“Your pissed. You’re lashing out. ”
“Get back in control.”Kol says, ordering me around… As usual.
I roll my eyes. “You’re always telling me what to do. It gets so d@mn annoying! Raven control yourself. Raven, don’t use your abilities. Raven, stop. “I mimic. “I think I’m ready to have some fun, and find out what I can really do. “I smirk and Kol shakes his head.
“This isn’t you talking, Raven. “Kol says, his tone serious.
“You act like you know me! You don’t know anything about me! All you care about is what I am, and my abilities! You never even cared to look any further! “I feel the fire flame up. “I don’t know what I felt about you. “I glare.
“But you did feel something. “Kol watches me, and I shake my head.
No… I won’t let him take me down. I won’t let him get to me. I’m so done with that $h|t.
“It’s gone now. I feel nothing. ”
Kol appears infront of me, staring into my eyes. “You felt something. You didn’t plan it… It just happened, and you let it. “He whispers, he’s so close I can feel his breath on my lips. Kol’s hands touch mine, the fire instantly goes away… I breath heavily.. He’s my weakness… I’m useless around him.
“Because you love the way I make you feel… You like that I’m evil… It just turns you on, doesn’t it? ”
“STOP! “I yell, my hands flaming back up.
I need to ki|| him. He’s in the way. My emotions aren’t holding me back – it’s him! Kol is holding me back. The way to become stronger is to ki|| him.
“Raven… You don’t want to hurt me. “Kol’s voice whispers,as he grabs my wrists once more.
“Stop! “I yell again -but it’s not my voice. It’s a deep, angry voice. It doesn’t sound like me. It scares me… My heart races, I furrow my eyebrows in confusion… Why am I so mad? Over a knife? I’m not in control.
“Raven, your powers are trying to take over your body. Don’t let them! “Kol yells, and I stare at him.
I feel weak all of sudden, and I can’t think straight. “I don’t know what to do.. “I say, barely above a whisper. I fall into his arms, unable to hold myself up, I feel so drained.. So exhausted…
“You know what to do Raven… Hurry. “Kol’s voice echoes in and out of my hearing…
I close my eyes… “I can’t… ”
No! I’m tired of saying that! I won’t give up! What can I do? What do I do? I was angry. I was frustrated. My abilities enhanced that anger… So I need to do the opposite. Next need to calm down. Next need to stay in control. I slow my breathing… Taking a deep breath.. In… And… Out. Over and over. Don’t think about anything else. Calm. Control. Calm. Control.
I open my eyes. I’m calm. Next did it. I overcame my anger. “I did it! “I say, smiling widely. I feel a little drowsy. But I’m in control.
“I know you could. “Kol watches me, faintly smiling.. I also see a little relief in his eyes…
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