BEAST'S SLAVE - CHAPTER 48
The news of the royal decrees spread through the fortress with the speed of light, likely reaching every nook of Urai as well.
For the first time in ages, the fortress lacked its usual bustling activities. Desolate, as if drained of life. The air was shrouded in a heavy blanket of mourning.
The slave masters, always wielding their whips with merciless authority, were nowhere to be seen. The maids, constantly scurrying about their duties, had vanished. The traders, known for their incessant haggling and bartering, were absent. Even the soldiers, usually barking orders and shoving their way through the crowds, had retreated into the shadows. Consequently, the slaves found themselves alone, restricted to their quarters.
Although the king had not been ki||ed, everyone was already in a state of bereavement. The sense of hopelessness weighed heavily upon all. inevitability. That night, Ravenshadow Citadel was as silent as a tomb.
Emeriel sat alone in his room, struggling to hold back tears. He blinked rapidly, wiping away the tears that escaped his eyes.
His heart burned, his soul ached. Emeriel was in severe pain that no physical wound could match.
A soft knock at the door startled him. It creaked open, and Aekeira’s head peeked in. “Em?”
Emeriel hastily dried his tears. “I’m here. Is something the matter?” He avoided looking at his sister, hoping she wouldn’t come any closer.
But Aekeira noticed his discomfort. “Are you crying?” She entered the room, rounding the bed to stand before Emeriel. “You are.”
“I am fine, truly. It is just…” Emeriel sniffled, evading her probing eyes.
“It’s the beast, is it not.” It was more of a statement than a question. Aekeira sank onto the bed beside Emeriel. “Oh, Em…”
“It’s just… I’ve tried not to feel like this, you know? But I can’t help it.” Emeriel gripped his chest, squeezing it to alleviate the unbearable pressure within. “I don’t want him to die. My heart is breaking apart just thinking about it, Keira.”
Aekeira regarded Emeriel as if he had lost his mind.
Emeriel shook his head. “I knew you wouldn’t understand.”
Aekeira wrapped her arms around him, pulling him into a warm embrace. Emeriel sighed in gratitude, resting his head on her shoulder, and allowed the tears to flow freely.
“I’m so sorry you’re hurting, Em. You’re right, I don’t understand, but I’m trying to.” She ran soothing hands across his back. “It’s okay, Em. I’ve got you.”
Time passed. Emeriel remained unaware of how long he wept, but when he finally withdrew, Aekeira’s shoulder had become saturated with his tears.
His sister rose and returned with a napkin, which she tenderly handed to him. He used it to wipe away his tears and blow his nose.
“I’m sorry for crying all over you like that. I’m supposed to be male, all masculine and hard. Not crying and whining,” Emeriel said, his voice thick with shame.
“To hell with that notion. You’re exactly the way you’re supposed to be. You’re perfect the way you are.”
Emeriel gave a jerky nod and brushed a stray tear from his reddened eyes.
“You are really his Soulbond,” Aekeira whispered, her tone tinged with bitterness. “Oh, Em. Why must fate play such a cruel trick?”
“I do not know. I simply do not know.”
“How do you feel? I don’t mean about the royal decree, but about being his soulmate. How does it feel?”
Emeriel thought about it, staring into space…searching for the right words. “Overwhelming. Intense. Surreal. It’s as if my heart and body have a mind of their own when it comes to him. Even in his beast form, he has this much control over me, I have no idea how it’ll feel to see him in his human form.” Another sniffle escaped his lips. “And I want to, Keira. So much it’s like a living hunger inside me.”
“Gods above.” Aekeira’s eyes widened. “It’s that intense? Why haven’t you said anything to me, Em? I didn’t know you were going through this.”
“You already made it clear where you stand regarding the beast, Keira. How could I possibly begin to tell you about this?”
“I’m so sorry. I should have been more supportive.” Aekeira drew him back into her embrace, her voice filled with remorse.
“Don’t apologize for that. You have nothing to apologize for. The beast has hurt both of us. He’s mindless and doesn’t even take a human form. Who would want their sister pouring her heart out about such a creature?”
“But still—”
“But still, nothing. If our roles were reversed, I would likely feel the same way.” Emeriel pulled away and gazed into Aekeira’s eyes. “But you know what, Keira? King Daemonikai may be feral, but somewhere deep within his void of a mind, he recognizes me. Perhaps not as his Soulbond, but as someone remotely important to him. That beast would never harm me.”
“I really wish to agree with you, Em, but… I do not know. I still remember that night,” Aekeira shuddered, “Everything about him screamed…wild and untamed. Animalistic.”
“I slept in the forbidden chambers, last night,” Emeriel blurted out.
Aekeira blinked twice. “You did what?”
“I couldn’t sleep. I went there, got inside, and lay with him. He… he allowed me, Aekeira.” Emeriel revealed, his voice trembling. “He didn’t just let me into his territory; I slept in his arms, cushioned by his soft, furry chest and strong thighs. I buried my fingers in his mane-like hair, and he let me.”
“By the gods…” Aekeira swallowed hard. “Oh, Em, you are in deep.”
Emeriel hugged his knees. Yeah, tell me about it.
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Grand Lord Vladya stood in his study, a lone figure outlined against the moonlit window. His gaze swept across the training grounds, where the obsidian sky met the jagged peaks of the distant mountains.
He had nearly lost himself that evening. Long after the court session ended, he remained in the back room, locked in a battle against his savage instincts. The only reason he had made it was Ottai, that stubborn male, refused to let him do otherwise.
As Vladya’s form began to warp and shift, Ottai had partially shifted as well, restraining him with surprising strength. Vladya had raked him with his claws, leaving deep furrows in Ottai’s flesh, but the male wouldn’t give up, filling the air with stories of Tiara and Daemonikai, and how they would not have wanted this.
Vladya had been consumed by rage, but it was not Tiara’s memory that pulled him back from the brink. It was another face that flashed before his eyes: Aekeira.
As Ottai spoke of Tiara, Vladya saw the human princess instead. Her wide eyes, filled with a mixture of fear and defiance, had somehow pierced the haze of his anger.
The confusion, the sheer strangeness of the experience, was enough to pull his mind away from the shift. Why in the name of all that is cursed would he think about that girl in a moment like this? Putting the shift on hold allowed him to refocus on his immediate surroundings.
It took a while, longer than ever before, to curb those instincts. By the time he regained control, they were both slumped against the wall, exhausted and spent.
“You’ve fought so hard, Vladya,” Ottai had said, his voice thick with emotion, blood gushing from his wounds. “Not just tonight, but with Daemonikai as well. Part of the reason I did not oppose Zaiper in court, as I usually do, is because I think it’s time to let him go. This is not healthy. Look at what it’s doing to you.”
Vladya had offered no response. His head rested against the cool stone wall, eyes closed.
“Part of me wishes that Daemon had died that night instead of what happened.” Ottai’s voice had cracked, the weight of five centuries of grief pressing down on him. “We would have mourned him properly ,given him the farewell he deserved. Just as we mourned all the others: your bondmate, Tiara. Daemon’s sons, Alvin and Myka, and his bondmate, Evielyn. My son, Uriel. Even Kristoff, Zaiper’s brother.” His sigh was a ragged exhalation of pain. “Maybe, if we had mourned him then, things would be different now.”
“Perhaps,” Vladya had conceded, reluctantly.
“This is better. Better for him, at least. He would not have to face the reality of all he has lost, Vlad. He lost so much. So much.”
Vladya’s eyes followed the expanse of the blackened sky. The faint stars were barely visible. Maybe Ottai was right. It would be unfair for Daemonikai to return to a life of misery.
How could any male survive the loss of his bondmate and offsprings?
Vladya had only lost his bondmate, and yet he was shattered. He and Tiara had not even sealed the bond in finality or shared a life together. He could not begin to fathom the depths of Daemon’s anguish, a bond severed after almost four thousand years.
A sharp rap on the door broke the silence, and Merilyn entered with a respectful bow. “My Lord.”
“What brings you here, Merry? I do not need to bloodfeed.” Vladya’s voice was a low rumble, his gaze fixed on the flickering lamplight.
Merilyn settled onto a plush cushion, her eyes searching his face. “I know. But you needed a friend, dear Vlad. Henry told me everything.” Her voice was soft, filled with a warmth that Vladya rarely allowed himself to feel. “Wh@??ver you are planning, do not do it.”
“I am not planning anything.”
“I know you, master. You may deceive the world, but not me. I am certain that you are thinking of ways to prevent them from ki||ing the beast.”
Vladya rubbed his temples. A headache pounded his skull relentlessly like a locksmith, “I am not. Like everyone else, I too believe it is time for Daemon to find peace.”
Merilyn snorted, but she did not press the issue. She proceeded to share the details of her day, her household, and the upcoming arrival of her baby. Her face lit up as she spoke about the baby, and truthfully, Vladya felt a glimmer of comfort hearing her talk about the baby. Not much, but it was something.
It was Merry’s way of trying to distract and cheer him up. And because he liked Merry, for a fleeting moment, it worked. He engaged with her, listening as her tales of mundane joys and worries.
As she prepared to leave, she turned back to him, her eyes filled with concern. “Please, do not do it. Wh@??ver it is you are thinking. My beloved saw what happened in court today—and that was only because he knows about your mental state, so he recognized the signs when others did not. He said you had a beastflare. One that you struggled to control.”
“I did not struggle to control it; I simply chose not to. There is a difference,” Vladya stated.
“Oh, Vlad. Please take care of yourself. I am greatly concerned for you. If there is anything you need, please do not hesitate to ask,” she pleaded.
“I do need something. Send a maid to me when you leave. It does not matter which one.”
“A maid, you say?” Merilyn scrutinized him. “With the headache you are nursing, do you truly believe a random female will meet your needs tonight?”
“A random female has always met my needs, Merilyn It is not as if I have anyone I am emotionally connected with, right?” His gaze bore into hers, the unspoken accusation hanging heavy in the air.
Merilyn’s face paled, guilt and pain warring in her eyes. “Forgive me, Vlad. I did not mean it that way. I would be the last person on earth to speak so carelessly about your deceased bondmate.”
Vladya sighed. “I know. Go home to Henry, Merilyn.”
“What about Aekeira? Surely she would—”
“No,” he snapped, his voice sharp. Through gritted teeth, he added, “Do. Not. Even. Suggest. It.” The darkness returned to his eyes.
Merilyn recoiled, fear momentarily drowning out concern. “I-I’m sorry,” she stammered.
Vladya took a deep breath to calm himself, then blinked hard, the darkness fading as quickly as it had come.
“Just send a maid, Merilyn.” He stepped back, closing the door with a finality that left no room for argument.
Merilyn’s heart ached as she turned away. Oh, Vlad, why must you fight yourself so hard?
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Vladya glanced at the maid who was naked before him. She had undressed and presented to him.
In that position, Vladya should have been rock-hard, tearing off his clothes and mounting her within seconds. However, his body barely responded.
After he undressed, Vladya stroked himself to a half-hard state and positioned himself behind the willing body. But when he grabbed hold of her hips, it felt…wrong. Despite her willingness, she was not the one his body wanted.
Aekeira is close. You know it, a voice whispered in his mind. Take what you want from her. Take what you need.
He straightened. “Get out.”
The woman looked confused, but she quickly obeyed.
Vladya slipped into his robe and made his way out. He didn’t go far before he arrived at the girl’s chambers. Her door was closed, but it opened silently when he turned the handle. It was fortunate too, for a flimsy door handle would not have stopped him—it would only provoke his beast further.
The sight that greeted him was a vision of ethereal beauty. Aekeira lay sprawled across the bed, her white nightgown a stark contrast to her sun-kissed skin and the cascade of golden hair spilling across the pillows. Her eyes were closed, her breath a gentle rhythm in the quiet room.
Vladya entered, locking the door behind him with a decisive click. It had been a mistake, bringing her to Blackstone. She was too close. Too tempting. Too easily accessible.
But for one night, just this one night, he wanted to forget. To think of nothing else. To indulge in the one he truly desired.
Tomorrow, he would resume the battle against himself. Tomorrow, he would face the chaos.
Merilyn knew him well. For as much as Vladya would love take the righteous path, to let go of Daemonikai, to end his friend’s tortured existence, he could not. He had always been selfish, and he had no intentions of changing now.
So what if Daemonikai was broken? So what if the weight of his loss proved unbearable? They would decide if they would have to muddle through it, or revert to being feral. Together.
There were two options he was looking at. The first one was, he would fight them off, even if it meant ki||ing Zaiper in the process. The death of a Grand Lord was no trivial matter, but Vladya cared little for the consequences.
Should this approach fail—possibly due to obstacles like iron shards, dragon blood, and poisoned bullets— he would turn to his second option. He would chant the Xaa’l Tbeh Zeek.
The Xaa’l Tbeh Zeek is a dangerous and forbidden dark magic used for mind exchange. He would offer his mind in return for the return of Daemonikai’s. There really was not much left of his mind anyway, so it was a fair trade.
Regardless of the outcome, Vladya was prepared to transform into his beast form and spill any amount of blood necessary to safeguard Daemonikai, even if it meant he could not shift back to his male form afterward.
Ultimately, both paths led to the same destination: Daemonikai’s protection. Even at the cost of Vladya’s own sanity. Wh@??ver was left of it, anyway.
So yes, tonight, he would indulge.
With that thought, he extinguished the lamp, plunging the room into darkness, and climbed into her bed…
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