Diamond Pov
I was so thankful to Ma Olive, no one has treated me the way she did, and I can only give the credit to Aqua. Good things started happening since she arrived, we were overwhelmed, and Olive suddenly asked us to stop working as maids though she said she had still been paying us. My family depends on my salary and she knows that, but I think she got her plans, and I know it’s connected to the Lycan Alpha King and his Betta, my mate. Honestly, I’m tired.
I’m tired of loving him alone and being the only one that will always try to make us work. I know I’m not his standard, I mean a maid for a betta, but then I never choose to be who I am and I don’t think that anything is wrong with it. The scene of his every ignorance like I never existed brings tears to my eyes. He’s just like the Alpha or maybe worse. I could remember my last heating period, it was hell for me, it was so painful that I nearly ran to his door at midnight but who am I kidding?, he has a separate mansion in Alpha Rudolfo’s packhouse and its under restriction as no lowlife like me is allowed in there.
These days I’ve decided to go with whichever plan ma Olive has for me knowing fully well that Ricco does not care, I don’t know how but I can remember vividly back then…the states he normally gives me I wasn’t eighteen then, and finally when I turned eighteen. I was so happy and excited when I found out that he’s my mate, I mean I have a crush on his baby face, the way he carries himself, his manly demeanor has always enticed me making me fall head over heels for him even before I discovered he was my mate, but painfully that fateful day I walk up to him with a smile on my face but what I never expected was the reaction he gave me.
He completely ignored me like I never stood before him to confess my happiness of being his mate, and then it dawned on me, he already knew a long time ago and yet he kept his distance and that means one thing I am not needed in his life. I was shattered. I was broken beyond measure. He never rejected me with spoken words but with action I’m mateless, he’s from a wealthy family related to the King, he’s family doesn’t live in the packhouse but their estate is well known in New York.
I tried once because it wasn’t easy going into their mansion, the day I met his mom she was happy and excited even his siblings but I can only say luck was not on my side, while I was having a happy moment with his family after I told them everything, he came in and unknown to me he decided to visit that day, I was startled when I saw him the look he gave me, his mum tried to talk him out but he shunned her, and right there….though he never asked me to leave as he stood watching me it’s crystal clear he wanted me out. His family gave him pleading eyes but he wasn’t having it.