??The Alpha’s Luna Is A segz Freak??
Solely penned by ✍️
? Author Kelvin Iwuchukwu ??
Strictly 18+??
Chapter 40
Orla sat on the floor with tears streaming down her eyes, it had been just five minutes since Logan left and the house was already cold, she guessed that he had already sent the workers away like he thr_@tened to.
Orla felt like her life was useless, what was the need of living such a meaningless life? She was just as worthless as thrash, her only use was satisfying horny men and being a segz beast, and that wasn’t the life she had dreamt of as a kid.
She didn’t want to continue living like this, no… not at all, this had to end, she needed to terminate her life at this point and finally be able to have peace and happiness with hades in the other realm, there was nothing left for her in this evil world.
For so long, she had nothing to live for but she kept pushing on, she didn’t have anything she cared about, but that was until Logan showed up; with his arrival, she finally had a reason to live, she had someone that understood her, someone that was worth fighting for; fighting to be better, fighting to be worthy of existence, and now she had lost him, so her life should also come to an end.
How was she going to do it? There were so many ways to end her life but she wanted it to be peaceful, she had already suffered enough and deserved a peaceful death. She could ask Logan to help her end it as a parting gift to him. Well, ki||ing her would make him stronger as a werewolf, but she knew Logan too well. Even if he h@ťěd her now, he would never ki|| her, he won’t compromise his principles and he might try to stop her.
So she had to do it all by herself, she had to do it all alone and right now that she has the chance to. Orla dragged herself up and dried the tears on her face, she walked to the closet and after searching for a while, she finally found what she was looking for- Wolfsbane and a razor blade.
Yes, she wanted to cut herself and bleed to death, that was the most peaceful death she could think of, but then she was a werewolf and she would probably heal and close up before she would bleed to death, her regenerative ability would kick in and come to the rescue; she didn’t want that and that was why she needed Wolfsbane.
Wolfsbane was a plant found in the woods that could temporarily take away a werewolf’s power and leave them human, while it was still in her system, she wouldn’t be able to heal or regenerate, and that was exactly the plan.
She knew that Logan would have a small quantity of it in every room, it was a measure taken to weaken and suppress the werewolf abilities to an extent when living with humans, to ensure that they do not expose their identities by accident. Also, Alphas keep it close to them in case their betas or omegas went rogue, they use it to keep the lesser ranked wolves in check if they went rogue during full moon nights or otherwise.
Orla sat on the floor and broke down in tears; she was having double thoughts about this. On one hand she wanted to give up this miserable life and just move on to the other realm, but on the other hand, she felt like it was a cowardly move, was she supposed to still have hope?
Yes, she knew that Logan loved her and might forgive her again, but what guarantee that she wouldn’t mess up again, she knew herself too well, her will to fight segz addiction was not strong enough, she didn’t have the strength to do it and she would eventually mess up again in future.
How long would Logan be able to forgive her? He would give up on her at some point and she would be broken again, she would have to go back to her miserable life as a wh-_-re, so why not end it now/ why not make it sooner than later?
At least she would die with the good memories that she shared with him, she would die knowing that someone actually loved her, she would keep in mind that she found her mate and he was the best man in the whole wide world, she would be happy knowing that her remains will be given a befitting passing away ceremony by the man who loved her more than life itself- that was enough for her, she couldn’t ask for more.
With that, she used the blade to cup open her palm, she winced in pain and shut her eyes closed really quickly. When she opened it, the cut had already started to heal, she watched as her skin sewed itself close slowly.
Orla smiled in tears, she was really going to miss watching this wonder of the supernatural. It felt new every single time it happened and exciting because she had lived among boring humans.
Orla quickly dropped some dusts of the powdered Wolfsbane into her wound and slowly, she felt it happen; her wolf left her, it was like it had died in her head and she suddenly felt empty. Now she felt more alone than ever.
Even though she never valued the animal, it was always there for her, both in her good and bad times, it was her one true companion who never gave up on her, now she had put it to sleep and before it would wake, the host would be dead, they would no longer exist; she was ki||ing two creatures at the same time, a wolf and a human.
Orla closed her eyes and cut the wound deeper, blood began to pump out of her arm and she gnashed her teeth in pain, muffling her cry and fighting her tears; she wanted to take it as a heroine, someone who had the courage to do what was necessary.
She soon felt the life leaving her, she was losing consciousness and the pain was fading away as she drowned in a pool of blood; that was it, she finally going to have peace, she would be reunited with her parents in the realm of Hades, and then she would wait till whenever Logan joined her.
Yes, she would wait for him, this was not the end of their love story, maybe in this world and in this body, but they would meet again in other realm and in her other life, her last prayer was to be given a better story in her next life, a peaceful one, she wanted happiness, she deserved it after the horrible experience of this life.
“Halo be thy name, goddess of the … the … the mo… moon,” Orla stuttered in a weak voice as her consciousness faded, her eyelids fluctuated twice before closing entirely and her mind was enveloped by darkness… it was over, finally she had peace!!
To be continued!!