??The Alpha’s Luna Is A segz Freak??
Solely penned by ✍️
? Author Kelvin Iwuchukwu ??
Strictly 18+ ??
Chapter 34
“What… What are you saying?” Logan stuttered, while trying to comprehend her last words. The Alpha was confused and surprised with her confession and he was finding it difficult to believe.
“You heard me right Logan,” Orla muttered amidst tears, and then she slumped down on the bed. “You found me in a Brothel, but you didn’t care to know why I was there in the first place… what did you think? I was doing it for money? Or because I was blackmailed? Is that what you thought?” she queried in a breaking voice.
“Well, forgive me for not telling you earlier, but that wasn’t why I was working in a brothel, I wasn’t doing it because I couldn’t get a decent job, I wasn’t doing it because I was indebted to Susan. I was a d@mn segz worker because that was the only way I could keep up with my insatiable desire for segz, I was doing it because I was a nymphomaniac, a segz freak, I can’t survive a few hours without segz, I can’t resist the urge to do it at the slightest chance I get… don’t pity me, I am not asking for that, just hear me out.” She uttered as tears rolled down her eyes.
Logan stood there staring at her in disbelief. Now a lot of things were beginning to make sense to him, the answer to all of his unanswered questions, the fact that he had been missing the whole time.
“So that was why you didn’t want me to place my mark on you?” Logan asked in a soft voice and stepped closer. He tried to touch her but she pushed away from him with her face down, soaked in tears.
Orla nodded. “Yes, I didn’t want to ruin your life. What do you think would have happened if you found out the truth after placing a mark on me? You would have just signed a deal to be with a cheat for the rest of your life, you would have h@ťěd me, Logan… not just me but yourself as well. I didn’t want any of that for you, I didn’t want to betray you like that, I knew I was going to lose it at a point in time, I knew I couldn’t fight this demon and it was useless trying.
Logan, if you had placed a mark on me, then you would have felt it if I was with someone else, regardless of the distance, you would have been hurt beyond measures, the mate bond would have made it thrice the pain you are feeling now and I won’t be able to forgive myself for that either.”
“But you should have told me,” Logan cut in quickly, “We could have found a solution,” he added.
“There is no solution, believe me I already tried,” Orla replied quickly while drying the tears with the back of her palms. “I have been this way since I was a teen,” she added and paused, and then she summoned courage to look up to him. “I lost my parents when I was young; they died in a war with vampires, so my uncle took me in…
It wasn’t exactly the best life a child could ask for, I was abused mentally and physically, my uncle was a womanizer, he would spend the whole day wasting my family’s wealth on alcohol and then return in the night with random sluts.
He didn’t care that I was living in the house, I would watch him do this things with the ladies that makes my body tingle, I was too young to know that it would have such a negative impact on me, but that wasn’t what turned me into this, yes it contributed but not exactly what turned me into this segz monster.
My uncle had brought back a lady one day, said she was his mistress and she would be staying with us. That lady was responsible for my segz addiction, my constant desire for segzual pleasure… she was a nymph as well and when my uncle wasn’t around, she would make me do things that still disgust me to this day, she segzually harassed me for the sake of her own satisfaction…
At a point, I began to enjoy the dirty acts as well, I even started to practice on my own, I would always mess with her segz toy in her absence. I was already an addict at the age of fourteen, and it kept getting worse… I couldn’t stop myself, I was almost always horny and it got worse when I had my first boyfriend in high school.
He knew my weakness and he always used it against me, he made me submit to his will whenever he needed to have segz with me, he used me and corrupted my already damaged mind even more. Now I get turned on at the slightest segzually arousing sight or thought, sometimes I have to contend with my body’s itching desire and sometimes I have to deal with my mind. It gets foggy up there and I can’t concentrate on anything unless I do something segzual enough to give me an 0rg@zm, with anyone or anything.
This feeling is triggered by so many things and so it’s impossible to avoid it but it is more expected when I am alone. Yes I know, I am damaged Logan, and that was why I was running from you, that is why there had been this distance between us that you have not been able to close up, that is why I didn’t want to get marked by you, because my life is worthless and yours will be ruined as well if you take me as mate, so please let me go Logan, please just let me go and you will never get to see me again,” Orla said and stood up with her face bowed.
Orla tried to walk past but Logan grabbed her right arm and pulled her back to him, he cupped her cheeks and raised her face, and then he sighed. “Orla, please don’t leave, did you really think I would let you go because of this? No I won’t, I just wish you had told me earlier and maybe we would have found a solution for us by now, this isn’t your problem anymore Orla, it is our problem, we might not be bonded yet but we are one, Orla.
I am glad that you opened up to me, now that I know what is wrong, we could work together to sort things out, we can seek a solution together, please don’t leave me,” he pleaded emotionally.
Orla burst into tears again, she hesitated for a few seconds and then she nodded. Logan smiled and pulled her to his chest as she sobs on it, he consoles and caresses her hair tenderly.
Logan began to think of what to do, he needed to find a solution really quick, he didn’t like to watch her in pain, he didn’t want to see her suffer, and he wanted her to belong to only him.
To be continued!!