💣 NOT MY BLOOD 💣 💕 FINAL EPISODE 💞
After writing my Waec I also Wrote Jamb but it was very unfortunate because Jamb denied me my dream course “Law” and my parents
(I feel so excited call them my parents now)
decides I should try again next year
Aunty Blessing (That’s big brothers elder sister) She suggested instead of staying at home and doing nothing, I should decide on a ski|| to learn so that she will enrol me into
The family I’m staying with are fashionistas, like they really like wearing good and quality clothes and designers fabrics and I have
also queed in into their lifestyle and I love good dressess also.
So I decided to go into learning fashion and designs so that I will also be making nice clothes for my family. I was supposed to learn it for a year, but I pleaded with my family to extend it to two years so that I can learn everything that’s to be learned about it and guess what? they all agreed to my request
Two years later after my ski||s, I got admission into the university to study my dream course and yes, here I am writing my final exams and I’m aiming for nothing less than first class upper.
I am one of the best graduating student in my faculty, everyone is super so proud of me especially my big bro Kingsley who is showing me love in different dimensions of my life.
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It’s been 10 years living with these wonderful family God single handedly choosed for me and is worth more than celebrating because all my past miserable 15 years of existence was hørrifying until God stepped into my life and turn my stories around for good.
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I’m done serving my father’s land, my bags packed and waiting for my BOO to come and carry me home as planned
Wait a minute! I forgot to gist you guys that part right? my bad! forgive me please. (Smiles)
So I and bro Kingsley started dating in my 4th year in the university, it started from just acting oo! I pretended to act as his girlfriend for one of the event he was to be awarded, he brushed a kïss on my lips as he praised me for been a good actress that night
I think that kïss sparkled up an emotion between us and the chemistry was there between us. That night, he seized the opportunity to confess his feelings for me and that was how our love journey started
It has been a smooth ride and everyone in the family found out, despite how we tried to hide it from them. Those old folks are too smart. Lol and good thing is that they gave us their consent without judging us.
Where I was seated in a cafeteria reminiscing over everything that has been happening between I and Kingsley and smiling broadly like a lover girl, I felt a light pull at my cheek before I could turn, I saw Kingsley kneeling on one knee with an outstretched hand presenting a diamond box of ring to me💍
His laughter is contagious and his confidence is top notch, I fell in love with him over again just looking at how cute he smiles
Amara, the light that shines brighter than everyother light in this world….
Everyone around has already began to chant say yes! say yes! some girls be making funny exclaims like Awwwn! so cute! God when!
I go love oo!! perfect match! etc
I didn’t even let him finish his lines, I quickly stretched out my hands to him with tears filled eyes and exclaim an audible capital YES to him, I mean who wouldn’t say yes to such an amazing soul as Kingsley.
He embraced me tightly kissing my head and telling me thank you over and over again. but hold on! I’m I not supposed to be the one thanking him??
The cheers, screams and applause is deafining, lots of my friends are taking pictures and videos of the whole event and I felt on top of the world.
Lord see how far you have brought me even above my expectations. You are faithful Lord!
I said amidst my tears
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Our wedding is a grand celebration, people from all over the world was in attendance.
My parents nobi small people oo! them get people oo! respectable men so to speak.
It was a great surprise seeing my supposed mother in attendance to my wedding, I hugged her so tight as tears stream down my cheek. I guess it wasn’t entirely her fault because God only used her to make the story He(God) wrote about me to be accomplished.
All things works together for God.
She was supposed to serve in prison for 15years but after constantly pleading to my parents on her behalf, they have finally set her free at her 10th service.
I guess they did this to surprise me and I’m grateful and forever will be grateful to them
Both my siblings are also in attendance all grown and doing excellently in their academics all round
It’s been three months since I and my once Bro Kingsley, turn boyfriend and now husband exchanged our matrimonial vow at the alter and before God and man and since then it has been a blessed, bliss and lovely experience between us.
We are a match made in heaven but I’m so worried about our intimate life
For three months of our marriage now, I have not allowed my husband to make love to me, we can play all sought of intimate plays but once it gets to the main business, I will back off.
My traumas from my childhood are hunting me, the pains I always feels when ever he wants to get down with me is also alarming
Despite the fact that he understands me very well because he knows my stories and journey, despite the fact that he promised not to force me but to wait for me when ever I’m ready because he is also a medical doctor and always tells me it’s normal for some one who has the experience I had in the past
Yes he doesn’t seem really bother about it but I am! Yes I Amarachi is very bothered!!
How long is it going to take for me to be completely healed in this aspect of my life? how long is my hubby going to wait for this phase of my life to be a thing of the past?
How long I’m I going to deny him his conjugal right as my lawfully wedded husband?
How about having children, how long?
I summoned courage and confided in my mum now “mother in love” (Law) about it, she didn’t look surprised or shocked about it, ofcourse she’s a medical doctor so she knows better.
She only smiled at me when I told her, she said she have a feelings that I will encounter such thing because it’s not a mare thing to just go off from me just like that after my agonizing experiences as a child
She gave me so much councilling, she told me that I am not totally and completely healed from my past, I should try and let go of it all
She also told me that sêx and intimacy is a thing of the mind. I should work on my mind, open up my heart and visualize it as part of God’s creation for two destined people called husband and wife.
She gave me a book she wrote about marriage and intimacy. She encouraged me to exercise often and make sure to channel my anxiety and bad experiences to the sweets that will gush down out of my body during my exercise.
Most importantly, she encouraged me to channel my energies to all positive thinking and leave the negatives things aside.
She also told me to always take it to God in prayers to give me the courage to forget an let go of the past
She fed me so much words of wisdom and I was grateful for opening up to her, ofcourse she never disappoints. She’s my “role model”
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Having practiced all of mum’s positive teachings and I felt certified that I am better emotionally, it was satisfactory
The first day in the 4th month of my marriage, I pulled a trick on my hubby which made him to stay home that day
I ignited the fire of intimacy amongst us and the fun began, I only whispered to him to be gentle and boom the show began and crossed above it’s original line, he was surprised as he kept asking me if I’m sure about what I have initiated.
Oga, keep going abeg you’re kíllïng the fun, I whispered in his ears.
I see his smiles broadened as he took me to the journey of no return.
It was painful at first but the pleasure overshadows all the pains and the ride is of the highest level.
Finally, I gave my most wanted vírginity to the only man that deserved it in this world. I felt fulfilled doing these though
Is this what I have missing for the past three months? I asked my hubby covering my face in shiness, he only smiled and kîssed my mouth which ended up leading us into another round and many more rounds to count.
I can’t wait for you to get pregnant and give birth to amazing and beautiful children for us, he whispered to my ears as he cuddled me up in his hands showering plenty praises on me before finally drifting to a blissful sleep
I gently loosened from his hold, knelt down besides the bed, praying and thanking God for his love and mercies towards me as tears stream down my cheek.
He has once again helped me to overcome this difficult task in my life that took me months to overcome.
Some women who are facing similar challenges lost their husbands in the hands of other women due to lack of understanding but God kept mine for me despite the huddles and delays, he was patient enough to wait for me.
God indeed, Your Grace is sufficient unto me, I exclaimed audibly smiling in victory.
Amarachukwu has been leading me all my life and will continue to lead me through.
THE END.🌹
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It doesn’t matter the challenges you’re facing just know that God is working every thing out for your good. Always remember these… God did it for helpless Amarachi He will do it also for you.
Don’t loose hope yet, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel so hold on tight, victory will surely come at last for you🙏
I am a ceaseless flow of Inspirations that will never run dry it’s a gift from God 💫
BY: Chidinma Ihemenandu Inspirations ✍️