MY •BAD•BOY•CRUSH🖤🧑🏼❤️💋🧑🏻
(Crazily Obsessed with Him)
By May Maria K ✍🏻
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Chapter 33
Violet POV
Ryan drowned and walked over to where I was standing and then he asked, “Tell me what I heard isn’t true” And I gulped.
“I can explain Ryan. It’s not what you really think” I said but he shook his head.
“I don’t think you have any explanation to give me Violet. I trusted you when you told me you will stay away from him but you lied” He accused me.
“Why are you taking this personal Ryan. You knew I had a crush on Clover and just when I think he’s finally loving me back, you want me to stay away from him” I replied.
“That’s it Violet. You’re not sure, you just think that he loves you but he doesn’t. I know Clover more than you do and he’s just a jerk. A big time jerk who plays every girls heart and I think you’ll be part of them Violet” His words pierced deep into my heart.
Having your best friend criticizing you because you decides to love someone. Isn’t best friends supposed to see things the way the other does.
Why does he h@ťěs Clover like they had a personal quarrel between each other?
Why does he prevents me from having anything to do with him like I’m gonna get hurt in the end?
“I’m your best friend Violet and you getting humiliated is the last thing that I’ll ever like so please can you stay away from Clover” He held unto my hands.
This was a very tough decision. This is me picking between my best friend and the guy I like so much again.
This wasn’t like the first time again since Ryan was ready to risk our relationship because he doesn’t like Clover. Why is he making this so hard for me?
“This isn’t fair Ryan. I can’t get to like any like that you h@ťě. Is that so reasonable. You’re trying to make this seem like it’s only your decision that counts” I said and then removed my hands from Ryan’s grip.
“I like you Violet and I will treat you more better than you think he will. We’ve been best friends for years. We can make this work” Ryan said and I scoffed.
So this is what this is all about. Because he likes me but he promised he’ll get rid his feelings.
He said he’ll just let us be friends and nothing else since I don’t like him back then why’s he bringing up the topic now.
Is he trying to make me look like the bad person. I’m already getting on the bad side of everyone because I decides to like Clover.
And I don’t think I care. Sometimes it’s best being selfish than trying to please everyone. They’ll always try to take advantage of that.
Leaving you miserable at the end that you’ll begin to regret the reason why you ever decided to please them and I promised myself I will never be one.
I wanna live happy and try to strive for what I want and if it means losing my childhood friend and first best friend then I am fine with it.
I have Penelope anyways. She’s always on my side. She never judged Clover the way everyone did and I am fine with only her.
“I don’t think this thing you’re thinking in your head can work Ryan. If you don’t accept me being with Clover then I don’t think we deserve to be best friends. Best friends understand each other more than anyone else. They stay by their side when no one else is and supports what ever decision they make but you don’t do that Ryan and everyday I blame myself for always being the bad person in this friendship” I said and I noticed a drop of tear roll down my cheeks.
“Are you choosing him over me” He asking lowly.
“I’m not choosing anyone over you Ryan cause I cherish you more than that. I’m giving you time to think and tell me if you’ll still stay by my side and support wh@ťěver decision I make” I said.
I didn’t want to prolong the conversation cause I was already getting emotional. I held Penelope hands and we both left for class.
It was like a weight left my body after I poured out how I feel to Ryan. I don’t wanna hide anything anymore and anyone who can deal with that can f-__-k off.
“Are you sure you’re doing this Violet. This is a really hard step you’re taking” Penelope asked and I nodded.
“I’m fine at least you’ve got my back right” I said and forced a smile on my face.
“Right. We have a test in fifteen minutes. Let’s hurry up” She said and we both went to class.
I settled on my seats arranging my books under my locker before someone spoke beside me.
“I never knew you’re that popular, you’ve got two guys fighting over you” I turned and it was Malcolm.
“How did you get here? Your seat was there. ” I said and pointed at the back of the classroom.
“I know but I swapped with the girl seating here and she easily agreed” He said and I laughed.
“Why wouldn’t she when one of the hottest boy in art class was talking to her” I said teasingly.
“I never knew I am. I need to start making posts about it I’m also popular” He said jokingly.
“Stop exaggerating, it’s not a big deal. I think she just like you that’s why she let you take her seat” I said.
“So what I asked you before” He said and I raised a brow before remembering. I guess he also knows what happened earlier.
News does flies fast.
“It was just a little…” I paused when everyone ran to the door of the class murmuring and covering their mouths.
“What’s going on?” I asked Malcolm and he gave me the ‘I don’t know also ‘ look.
Then Clover walked into my class and I gasped. I thought he had a private class then what is he doing in mine.
He walked with a straight face to where Malcolm was sitting and then he tapped the table before saying,
“Hey get up dude, You have no right to seat beside my girl”