♤Chapter nine♤
☆UNEDITED☆
◇KIARA POV◇
Who knows kissing could actually make you forget about your problems. I felt that spark, the spark that I felt years ago, it felt the same. I couldn’t just stop myself from liking and wanting more. We kissed each other hungrily,
I move my lips against his, wanting more, but more of what, I cannot say. then his other hand comes up, the warm fingers grasping my waist, pulling me even closer still. I am lost in his kiss, and all my defenses give way before this hot, hungry mystery that lies between us.
We knew that if we didn’t stop now we will eventually do something that I will later regret but d@mn I missed this, jarden grabbed my @zz giving it a light squeeze before pushing me on his bulge. I gasps when I felt how big and hard he was. I wanted to stop, stop right away but my body didn’t want to stop.
That is when I hear the rap at the door.
he pulled away, slowly, we both turn to look who entered the room.
” oh $h|t, I’m so sorry sir, so sorry” the guy said and quickly ran out.
I jumped from his body immediately running out to my room.
Oh God. What have I done!!!
This is just day 1, just day 1 but we have already kissed, not even a peck.
I really need to stop this, I can’t do this anymore not with Jarden, who ruined my life by leaving me seven years ago.
I sat on the floor, staring at my feet thoughtlessly. I was ashamed of myself, always weak, weak when it comes to jarden and I am sure he love it, he loves seeing me weak all the time.
I forgot that I was hungry after that instead I stayed in the room throughout.
That evening I sneaked into the kitchen to get food, jarden would have probably prepared or bought something for dinner. Everywhere was dark in the kitchen only the fridge light could be seen. I looked at every corner of the fridge, my stomach groaned when I saw the ice cream.
Thank God, I brought it out and immediately started digging in. I know ice cream wasn’t going to satisfy me but I didn’t care less, as long I did not meet jarden then I’m okay.
” you know there is something like ulcer and heart seizure right?”
I jump slightly, feeling a rush of surprise and even a bit of fear. My heart raced for a moment as i turn around to see Jarden there my expression turn to a mix of shock and confusion. Oh $h|t, he caught me.
I quickly compose myself, trying to hide any uneasiness or discomfort i may be feeling. I then respond to Jaden, trying to maintain a calm and collected demeanor, but deep down i felt uneasy.
” non of your f-__-king busy” I turn to my ice cream taking another scoop.
” f-__-king?” Jarden asked smirking. I scoffed in disgust.
” motherf-__-ker” I regretted what I said immediately it left my mouth.
” I know I am, that’s why I wanna f-__-k you so bad” jarden said almost in a whisper. I h@ťě to find this segzy but it was.
” you disgust me” I spat out before
I wanted to walk away, but Jarden held my hand and started to drag me back. I could feel his grip tighten as he pulled me closer to himself. It was a mix of surprise, confusion, and a sense of being trapped.
My heart raced as i struggled against his hold, my mind racing with questions about his intentions. I wondered why he was so insistent on keeping me close, he was the one who left for seven good years straight. His hands moved to caress my waist.
” jarden pls stop” I muttered. Jarden sigh then moved his lips to kiss my neck slowly.
” I missed you so much”. I almost scoffed in annoyance.
” funny how it’s so easy for you to lie”.
” I didn’t lie kiara, especially about our love, I do love you and I will continue to love you”.
Funny guy.
” you f-__-king cheated jarden”. I exclaimed. Jarden stopped the motion he was doing.
” wait what?” He looked shocked by my revelation, he wants to act dumb now.
” don’t play dumb jarden or wait, you’re used to it”
” I swear kiara, I never once cheated on you, I swear it, I love you so why would I cheat? You’re even too good for me” he tried to explain.
” too good for you? Haha, I thought i was the clown here, I never wanted to lose you jarden, you were just too much for me, you had the popularity, the face, the money and what did I have nothing, I was not your type of girl, I was….”.
” don’t say that, you’re the most beautiful woman i have ever set my eyes on” he cuts me short.
” then tell me who the f-__-k is naomi, harlequin, Charlotte, gia, kendal and Georgia” i bursted out. I know i might sound like a creep for remembering the names of girls that was on the book but I still had the book, reading that all the time to remember why I should h@ťě jarden.
” who the f-__-k are those?” He exclaimed.
” a cheater is never going to admit that he cheated sooo sir don’t even bother to talk to me during this trip, and the last time I checked you were married, you’re once again cheating “.
” I don’t love her”.
” just like you didn’t love me?” He stared at me speechlessly.
” just f-__-k off bro go talk to your wife, I Don’t do married men” I muttered before walking away.
I told myself that I won’t cry again about jarden, he has taken enough tears already. I was tired really tired of crying over him.
He has a wife, he left seven years ago so he can get married while I was pregnant, carrying our children. It hurts so much. It hurts for the fact that I still loved him regardless.
I lay on my bed, ignoring the groans of my stomach. I was really hungry, that ice cream didn’t satisfy me at all.
I heard a knock on my door, I know it was probably jarden but I didn’t care, I wasn’t ready for his lies.
” pls just eat, you don’t need to talk to me”. My stomach was agreeing to that solution but I wasn’t up for that, this just one of his tricks again.
” I will just leave the food here so you don’t have to see my face”. I heard the footsteps fading away.
Immediately I was sure he wasn’t there, I stood up flinging the door opened to see a mouth watering food.
It was probably an Italian food but I didn’t know which. I dig into the food savouring all of it in 5 minutes. it was so delicious, that was how hungry I was.
I kept the plate on my bed stand, before lying down on my bed comfortably.
” mom, iris was crying today in school just because that creepy guy never came to see her”
” it was so embarrassing, for me though ” he added.
” he haven’t come to see me for two days now, I miss him” she cried out. Iris was becoming attached to a man that I have only spoken to on the phone, she doesn’t normally behave like this.
” Don’t worry baby, when I come back I will call him okay?”
” no call him now” oh lord help me.
” I will baby” I ended the call and the sudden urge to drink water came. I stood up from my bed walking to the door.
I wanted to drink water and there was no way that I could actually avoid jarden.
I walked out from my room, searching for the guys name on my phone.
I clicked on the call button and the phone started ringing.
” hi” I heard his voice.
” oh hi, this is iris mom”.
” yh I know, I have your number saved” I walked toward the living room, that was when I saw jarden on his phone too. Thank goodness.
” so where are you been, my daughter have been crying for you nonstop “.
” oh, I actually went on a business trip”
The voice echoed twice. I looked at jarden who seems to be saying the same thing.
” uh?” I gasped.
” I said I went on a business…” I didn’t let him finish when I ended the call.
Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God.
My daughter have been talking with jarden.
Wait I can’t seems to get it.
Iris have been spending time with her father.
Oh $h|t!!
TBC