Chapter thirty-four
UNEDITED
KIARA POV
I opened my eyes and found myself hugged in his embrace. The warmth of his body made me yield more of him. I realized I was no longer naked instead I was wearing a nightgown.
I felt his heavy hand around my waist and touched it only to realize that he was also wearing sweatpants. He must have dressed us both before he slept. Turning slowly, I looked at his sleeping face, the most beautiful face that I had ever seen, I was so lucky to have him. His forehead looked peaceful without any tense lines and his lashes rested as he slept.
The realisation of what happened yesterday hit me and I blushed foolishly. It felt so good and painful.
My smile immediately disappeared when the pain hit me. It felt so soar down there.
He shifted inhaling a deep breath a little and I instantly closed my eyes in fear.
How was I going to face him after what happened yesterday?
I felt him pulling me close me closer to himself and then slowly pecking my lips. His hands slowly stroke my hair and I open my eyes to look into his eyes.
Jarden face turns into a smile before using his free hand to caress my face.
” Good morning sunshine, how are you feeling my queen”. His words made me blush so hard that it felt like my cheeks were burning.
” Good” I whispered blushing shyly. Jarden smirked devilishly before pecking my lips softly.
” Are you soar?”. Was he asking me if I was soar? Oh boy yh.
” Shouldn’t I be?” I teased and he chuckled.
” I was trying not to go hard on you last night so I guess”. WT…. He was trying to go easy on me. That was…… I was frightened.
” Don’t be frightened, you will love it more the next time we do it” he mumbled placing a light kiss on my forehead. I hope so.
What he said yesterday crawled into my head. Should I ask him about what he said or what? What if he just said it just to make me feel good? What if it was just for the segz?
” What’s wrong babe?” Jarden asked with so much concern. I didn’t want to tell him. What if I spoil our beautiful moment?
” Nothing really” I forced a smile. Jarden narrowed his eyes.
” That’s a lie babe” he eyed. Oh, now he knows how to detect when I am lying.
” It’s not important” I tried to shove it off but Jarden wouldn’t listen instead he sighed before holding my cheeks with both his hands.
” Everything about you is important to me, okay”. I know that was supposed to make me feel good but I didn’t want to bother him with anything this morning.
” Nothing really” I faked a smile again.
” Kiara” Jarden warned staring at me sternly. Oh $h|t fine.
” About what you said yesterday while we were having… You know, did you mean it?” I said rapidly. Jarden. Jarden stern face turns to a smile and then a smirk.
” You are so cute” he laughed.
” That’s not funny,” I said and tried to get out of his hug but he brought me even closer to his warm embrace.
” I meant it” he grinned. I did not want to believe it, I wanted to hear him say it. It was like he read my mind.
” I love you Kiara, I don’t know how it happened but I can’t live without you, I find it hard to stay just 1 hour away from you I am obsessed with you” Jarden confessed.
I never once imagined Jarden would ever say those words to me. First, everybody knew Jarden never dated anybody but he dated me even though I never thought he was going to say the three magical words. I felt cherished, loved and lucky.
” Are you certain?” I asked almost in the brim of tears.
” I love you” he repeated. I couldn’t help but burst into tears, this was so overwhelming for me. Jarden stared at me shocked then hugged me stroking my hair.
” Why are you crying love” Jarden asked softly. I sniffed before redrawing from the hug.
“I-I thought you wouldn’t say those words to me at all” I tried to speak but I was choked with tears. This is so embarrassing.
” Why would you think that?” He mumbled. I cleaned my tears the raised my eyebrows.
” Ohhh I know it’s just you are different, I love you no matter what okay” he hugged me again.
” I love you too” The word felt strange but will get used to it soon enough.
We lay like this not ready to get out of bed but instead enjoy the warmth of each other arms.
” I didn’t use a condom last night” Jarden bursted out. ” I am sorry” he murmured after.
” It’s okay, I am on pills” I revealed.
” Oh, why?” He asked.
” I noticed we were going to have segz sooner or later so… I never missed a pill” I said and he smiled.
Silence took over next, my head was on his chest now, and I could hear his gentle heartbeat.
” Tell me about your dad” That question came unexpectedly. I never knew Jarden would grow interested in my life.
” My dad” I murmured.
” He was nice and he was very kind-hearted, I loved him very much”. That was the only thing I had to say about him because if I was to start talking I would start crying again.
” He died three years ago, he had cancer” The word “cancer” came out as a whisper. How I so much h@ťěd that sickness. I wish God never had to create a sickness like that maybe my dad would have been alive. Then maybe I wouldn’t have met Jarden too. Now I get it. You can’t get two good things at once. I lost my dad and I got Jarden. Fare enough.
” He is probably with my mom and sister in heaven” Jarden smiled.
” Yh he is”.
We both slept off after having a little talk, I got to know Jarden better and he got to know me too. My only prayer right now is that our relationship lasts and we will be able to stop the wedding. The wedding was on March 27 and today is February 27 exactly one month apart.
I opened my eyes and the first thing I heard was my stomach rumbling. I was so hungry. It was probably afternoon already.
I looked at the empty bed, where was Jarden or was I dreaming? I quickly look at my environment. Oh thank goodness I was in Jarden’s room, so it wasn’t a dream.
Where was Jarden? I sat upright scratching my eyes which was trying to adjust with the brightness.
” Arise and shine love” I heard Jarden’s deep voice. I turn to see Jarden with a tray in his hands. Jarden was already dressed in a shirt and black sweatpants. He had a bath without me. My eyes drifted to the tray that was now in front of me.
” I made breakfast and lunch” my mouth water at just the sight of baked sweet potato with peanut butter and sliced apples. My sight then fell on the buffalo chicken wraps with blue cheese and celery. First of all, I never knew Jarden knew how to cook and how was i going to finish the whole food.
” I never knew you knew how to cook,” I said with my mouth full of food. Jarden chuckled.
” Do you like it?” Jarden asked grinning. Of course, I did. The way the delicious taste melted in my mouth made me even more hungry. I Mõ@ɲed at an answer nodding my head. Jarden was quiet. I stopped eating and then looked at him.
His eyes darken still looking at me.
” Stop Mõ@ɲing” he warned. Ohh. Teasing Jarden was going to be the best thing to do.
I Mõ@ɲed again staring right straight at Jarden innocently. Jarden hissed before holding my jaw harshly.
” Don’t do that Kiara” he murmured venomously. I Mõ@ɲed again but this time I was cut short with his lips on mine. Jarden kissed me like he was going to devour me. Oh $h|t, what have I gotten myself into?
**
Jarden sat on the bed staring at me intensely.
” You don’t need to stop you know,” I said in a flirting time and Jarden rolled his eyes.
” No thanks, you almost tricked me before,” Jarden said. What an @$$h0le. My hands went to the tip of my gown then started taking them up.
” Don’t Kiara” he exclaimed but the clothes were already off.
” If you need me, I am waiting in the bathroom,” I said walking away not without feeling the pain of yesterday’s fornication.
I opened the bathroom door and walked into the bathroom. 1…2..3… Jarden walked into the bathroom too.
Jarden looked at me with his mouth open and I could see him getting hard through his boxers. I got into the shower, the water was a bit hot for my liking so I turned it down. Cold water running down my skin, over and around my Ɲīpplës and my shaved Pů$$¥. The next thing I feel is his warm hands around my waist, one comes up to my left B-__-b, finds the rock-hard cold water Ɲīpplë immediately and the other hand goes down to my Pů$$¥ and strokes my ćƖĩť with a gentle touch.
I arch my back as he’s touching me and I use my right hand to feel his rock-hard Ç0çƙ and stroke it. My left hand found his neck and he kissed me passionately. He turned me around to face him and smiled saying.
” don’t Kiara” he warned but I didn’t listen.
I smiled and put both hands on his Ç0çƙ, moving my hands to send him tickled vibes down his massive Ç0çƙ.
I move forward so that I can tease him by putting the head of his Ç0çƙ up to my ćƖĩť and letting him slide it inside me. My mouth widened in pleasure while I slid him into me. It was painful at first but the pleasure quickly came in.
He pins my hands gently up against the wall, and he slides into me deeper, filling me up inch by inch. He takes a Ɲīpplë into his mouth and sucks and sucks my Ɲīpplë until I start to feel as though I’m going to Com. He moves in closer, lifts me Onto his Ç0çƙ and puts my back against the shower wall, he moved into me faster than usual.
” I am trying Kiara,” he said still moving fast. I Mõ@ɲed out then moved my Břě@šť closer to his face.
“Trying what?” I managed to ask.
” to go easy on you” he mumble, And he grabbed my @zz.
” then don’t be”
Tbc