CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
UNEDITED
Kiara POV
” Happy Valentines”.he murmurs as he walked into my room and I smiled.
” Same to you val-less guy” I laughed.
” You don’t have a val too, Soo we are equal”.
I gave Jarden a nasty look before rolling my eyes.
” Part of it was your fault actually” I sincerely said
” Well thank me for it”.
” Thank you? Why?” I anxiously asked.
” At least you’re still a virgin”. He says.
” You think that is something to be proud of ?” Jarden tint his eyes before leaning on the couch.
” It is” if Jarden think this was a good thing then it is, it’s hard to get Jarden to think good about something.
” So…. What are you wearing?” Jarden asked.
” Nothing special it’s just dinner right” Jarden nodded then walked towards me.
” 5 feet away from each other sir it was agreed” Jarden stopped at my word before nodding.
” Oh yh” he bite in lips before going back to the couch.
FLASHBACK
“Yes” immediately that word came out from Jarden mouth, I was shattered, annoyed and angry. I was just a play toy to him right.
” We talked about this from the start Kiara, no…..”
” Strings attached” I completed.
” So sorry, my bad, wasn’t really surprised tho” I laughed nervously.
” So… Am I invited?” He asked. Invited to my room, after today? Hell no. Alone with Jarden was like been alone with just one ice cream that I have been craving for a long period of time.
” Can….” I stopped.
” Can wh@ťěver we ever had just stop like let’s not touch each other any more” I blurted out.
Jarden stared at me quietly for a while before walking closer to me.
” Like 5 feet apart” he stoped walking towards me.
” I thought I made it clear when I offered a friendship” he said.
” We didn’t talk about that though”.
” I said friends”.
” Friends can still do things right”.
” That is friends with benefit, I didn’t say that” he said. I sigh.
“Let’s just stop acting like children” he added.
PRESENT
” Two weeks suspension” Mr Thompson said.
” What was the fight about anyway?” Jake asked.
” A video Game” Jarden murmured.
” A video game?” Jake asked suspiciously.
” Greg doesn’t play video game” Jake murmured enough for just me and Jarden to hear. He looked at us giving us that looks, which obviously mean “I know you’re lying”.
” fighting with your friend wasn’t what you should….”
” Dinner is ready” mom interrupted.
The aroma of the food welcome us into the dinning room. Mom cooking was literally the best, I have always loved her cooking and I missed it.
We all sat on the dinning chair and began to devour our delicious delicacy.
” So…… We’ve set a date for our wedding” mom said in excitement. I looked at Mr Thompson who smiled, he wasn’t giving the same energy mom was giving, he didn’t really look excited about it.
” Wow that’s wonderful” Jake the gorgeous child said.
” When is it” I asked grinning.
” Uhm March 23″ mom muttered softly. My eyes widen abruptly, what does she mean by March 23rd.
” Baby” mom murmurs
” What the f-__-k mom, is this a prank or what?” I yelled looking at her with so much betrayal in my eyes. Everyone was already looking at us trying to understand the means of my outburst.
” I can explain”. Mom goes to say buh I cut her short.
” explain what? You can’t explain nothing” tears roll down my cheeks, I couldn’t just look at mom right now, I stood up from the chair, running to my room was the only thing on my mind. All I wanted to do was to cry my eyes out. Mom knows that day was the worst day of our lives. Does she expect me to be happy on that day, do as if nothing happened or do as if the most special thing in my life wasn’t taken away from us that day.
My door cracked open and a figure entered with the whiff of the cologne, I could tell that it was Jarden, he walked towards me before sitting beside me.
” Sorry” Jarden murmurs. I looked at him, I couldn’t help but wonder why he was telling me sorry.
” Sorry about your dad…”
” Don’t” I cut him short
” Why?” He asks…
” We both lost people we love so I assume you’ve felt the pain before even more” I whispered slowly audible for him to hear, he was quiet, we both sat silently until he held my hands.
” My dad died that day, the same day my mom is getting married to your dad” I couldn’t help the sob that came out of my mouth. It was just so painful. Jarden hugged me, and slowly Patt my head.
” He was my super-hero, my best friend, he was my everything, the best dad in the world, he could literally do anything for me, he would die for me, ki|| for me, lie for me, he was my first love, he was kind, so caring, so loving”.
” When he died, I and my mom promised ourselves that March 23, we are going to visit him and spend all over day in the cemetery”.
” That was the day I get to spend the day with my dad, now she just broke the vow, I won’t go for that wedding, i would go to my dad’s graveyard and pay my respect, I can’t break the promise I made to him, never” I sniffed. Jarden redrawn from the hug. He held my cheeks with both of his hands before looking straight into my eyes.
” you don’t have to attend, I can join you, we can go together okay, no need to cry okay” he assured me kissing my cheeks softly. I nodded before hugging him again.
” I love you” I murmured. The sudden jerk of Jarden made me realize what I just said. Jarden immediately redrawn from the hug, staring at me strangely.
” I-i-i- me- meant…..” I stuttered, he stood up and walked away without sparing me a glance.
What have I done! He was just trying to be kind and I f-__-ked up. I am such a Ɓîtçh… Ahhhhhhh, he made it clear about us the first time now, I really have f-__-ked it up.
Next day
I was so ashamed, ashamed of myself. I stare at Jarden’s door, I didn’t know how, I was going to knock, was he going to tell me to get out. I wouldn’t have been here if not for my foolishness, why did I even say those words, I wasn’t really sure if I loved him, I know I liked him, what is there not to like but love?.
I was just bluffing right, it was because of my emotions, he was being kind and there for me maybe that triggered my emotions, what if I knocked and he close the door at my face. No I can’t risk that. I opened the door and walked in, I could hear the shower running. He must be bathing, so now do I have to wait.
” What is the wh-_-re doing here” the feminine voice drew my attention. My glance met with the Ɓîtçh.
” Me wh-_-re?” I asked with so much sarcasm in my voice. She rolled her eyes before walking towards me.
” What are you doing here?” She asked.
” I should be asking you that question” she scoffed.
” I came to see my boyfriend” I couldn’t help but laughed.
” Your boyfriend?” I asked.
” Well duh….” What a Ɓîtçh.
” You are the one dating him right?” I asked smirking.
” Just shut up” she angrily said.
” He doesn’t even like you” she says.
” Well same to you” I fired back.
” You think you have him?” She asked still waking closer to me.
” Didn’t say those” I defended.
” No, you Know while you were busy thinking about him, he was f_cking the hell out of me last night” she said pointing to her neck, which was filled with hickey’s.
I was trying to act as if I didn’t care and didn’t give a $h|t about that buh d@mn it hurts, it was painful to hear or look at.
Now I know I really do love him.
” The way his Ç0çƙ entered me, f-__-k…. He is so….. Big, he is the best I have ever had, I couldn’t stop screaming I was shocked you didn’t hear me last night” she hissed in pleasure as she carress her body.
” He is still having a bath, I was just about to join him when you decided to spoil the fun”. I couldn’t stay here and listen to her nonsense. I was the fool anyway to like someone like Jarden, the man-wh-_-re f-__-k! I could not control my feelings, I could not.
Why do I keep falling for the wrong guys? I angrily stormed out of his room, running to my room.
” Don’t cry” I murmur to myself immediately I entered my room.
” Don’t cry” I kept murmuring, I couldn’t help it, I couldn’t help the tears. What the f-__-k is wrong with me anyways. Why do I always cry? Cry all the time. Why am I not strong.
” f-__-k!..I am stupid” I laughed out in frustration. What was i expecting. Priscilla was beautiful, she was any guy dream, blonde hair, blue eyes, big @zz and what am i? Brown hair, brown hair, brown skin, no @zz, stupid me.
” Kiara” I heard my name. That voice that deep and segzy voice.i quickly clean my tears and turn to his direction smiling.
” Are you okay?” He asked.
” Yh yh, why not” I faked smile.
” You came to my room” he said.
” oh that sorry, just wanted to apologise for yesterday but it seems that you had a visitor” I smiled still smiling.
” Priscilla…. Oh yh, she came today” today? What a lying bastard.
” You really don’t need to lie okay, I am a grown up just like you” I said still grinning. He looked at me weirdly.
” What do you mean?” He asked still acting clueless.
” What do you mean? I know you and Priscilla f-__-ked throughout the night after I foolishly confessed my feelings for you”.
” No we didn’t do no such thing, she came to the house this morning and….”
” You gave her hickey’s all over her neck” I completed.
” Yes I agree but I stoped, we didn’t f-__-k okay, I told her to leave before I finish bathing buh it seems like she didn’t” he explained.
” You kissed her?” I asked.
” Yes but….”
” You did” I felt heartbroken, I looked at Jarden who was looking at me too, why wasn’t he laughing at me or angry at me about the fact that I was asking him questions, questions that I shouldn’t ask.
” You are the only one I want to kiss, morning, afternoon, evening even forever”.
I stare at him shocked, his confession almost made my ears bled, was he trying to make me feel better or what?
” You’re lying” I finally said… Buh he just sigh then walked closer to me.
He stare intensely at me before bringing his face closer to mine. I didn’t know what to do. Whether to push him or run away from him.
When his lips touch mine, I felt that feeling that I have never felt before not with Lucas, Greg or even Jarden the first Time we kissed.
His hands held my waist bringing me closer to himself. That was when I noticed that he was only on his boxers, his tongue travel into my mouth gaining full entrance. This was a temptation, he was a bad temptation.
” f-__-k, you don’t Know how long I have been craving you” he murmurs in between our kiss, my hands carress his shirtless body, $h|t! One thing I was obsessed with was his body, it is just givin.
” I can’t get enough of you” he said. I didn’t think I would get enough of him either. His hands grab my @zz, I couldn’t help but Mõ@ɲ as he massage it softly.
” What the hell are you both doing”.
Oh $h|t!
TBC