?My Bodyguard is a Girl ?
(He’s gay ?/ She’s bad ⚡)
Episode 41
Penned by: Wise Wisdom
★Theme: Broken heart ?
❎Do not copy or Repost ❎
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•••••• Etienne?
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He stared at his phone for a short while.
We didn’t even get to take a picture together.
Why Zane, tell me why don’t you want me close?
Me finding out that you are my brother is enough to piss me off.
Am broken too Zane, don’t i deserve attention and care too? It hurts, my heart hurts.
He said, tears streaming out of his eyes.
He gulped down the bottle of alcohol in from of him.
Why did you choose to break my heart!
Is not your fault, is not my fault but i want you to stay with me!
“He sang Mõ@ɲing in pains.”
He smack his chest repeatedly with his hand
“There is a hole here, is full of pain Zane… Is full of pain.”
Okay that’s enough, stop fooling around, you are disturbing the peace of everyone who came to have a good time.
A man yelled angrily at him.
To hell with good time, very soon you all will began to cry and sing like me.
Your heart would be broken, you will dine and sing in heart break, just as i am feeling.
He retorted banging his hands on the table.
Give me a whisky bar man.
I wanna drink my sorrows out.
Don’t you think you have had too much drinks Mr? The bar man arched his brows.
” Have you ever heard a doctor telling his patients not to fall sick?”
Even when they say it, they don’t mean it. Do you know why?
Because if no body falls sick then there’s no money for them.
So in other words, i will take it that you are indirectly telling me to drink till i can’t feel my legs no more. He replied laughing out.
He scrolled through his phone, cross checking his contacts.
He needed to speak to Zane, who the hell is he to dump him in this manner and not in a friendly way?
Finally!! He breathed, dialing the number.
“Oh hey! is the heart breaker, is me Etienne,” Am sure you are aware who’s speaking.
How dare you? How dare you break my heart in this manner, you are wicked and heartless. He bellowed with rage.
Come meet me at… At… He scrunched his face as he floundered for words.
” Where the f-__-k am i bar man?” He yelled.
The bar man rolled his eyes at Etienne’s behavior.
You are Pyramid Club drunk man.
Oh yeah that’s right, i knew it along.
Come meet me at Pyramid Hotel this instant.
“Actually it’s Pyramid Club and not Hotel”
Etienne flared at the bar man noisiness.
Isn’t that what i just said?
Come meet me at Pyramid Club or is truly over between us Zane, do you f-__-king get it?
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I steered the wheel an took a sharp bend down the road when a call suddenly popped up in my phone.
I was marvelled. Etienne, why in the world is he calling me?
“Hello Etienne.”
” oh hey! Is that heart breaker, is me Etienne.
Am sure you are aware who’s speaking.
How dare you? How dare you break my heart?
You are wicked and heartless.
On hearing that i pulled up at a safe joint
I was totally perplexed by his sudden behavior.
Come meet me at…. At…
Where the f-__-k am i bar man?
He inquired yelling at whoever it was.
And the next thing i knew was him engaging in query with the man.
I opened my mouth to say something but instantly i told myself to keep mute.
Come meet at Pyramid Club, or is truly over between us Zane, do you f-__-king get it?
Those were his last statement before he ended the call.
I stared at my phone to be sure that the caller was actually Etienne, and low and behold it was Etienne.
Zane! Why did he say those last words.
I steered the wheels an turned back, i need to meet him at Pyramid Club.
*I must know wh@ťěver it is that is going on between him and Zane.*
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“On reaching there i found Etienne in a completely drunk state” he was seated with his head buried in his palm, even from a distance i can tell it was him.
I trudge in to meet his sorry @zz sobbing.
I let a sound that even i can’t comprehend outta my mouth.
What happened here Sir? I popped the question at the bar man who looked quite busy by the way.
He has been here for the past two hours, singing and crying, not forgetting drinking himself to stupor.
I dunno, maybe he had a bad break up or something.
I flashed a smile. Thank you.
I raised his head up, so i can view his sorry face.
Let go off me!! He bellowed jerking my hand off from him.
Soon after he flinched at his reaction.
Zane you are here! He gasped, tears trickling out of his eyes.
Zane… I repeat after him, almost immediately.
Etienne are you okay? You look like a mess, Come let me help you up.
We need to get out of here.
No Zane, am not leaving here until you look into my eyes and tell me you love me!
I took a quick glance around, he seems to be drawing attention to us.
What nonsense are you saying Etienne?
Get up so i can take you home.
No! No let go of me. He hissed pushing me aside.
I am not leaving here until you say you love me and you want me back.
For crying out loud, all i ever did was adore you, you mean a lot to me Zane, so why hurt me this way?
Come on girl, take the man back.
A voice yelled at me. Suddenly the voices increased, everyone chanting and begging me to take him back.
What the heck! I barely know what is happening here and now this.
Fine Etienne, i will take you back. So can we go now?
His face lightened up, he held my face and kissed me briefly before throwing up on my white T-shirt.
Fuc… I shouted in amazement.
Calm down Blair, don’t curse, do not curse.
I was able to carry him out of the club when he calmed down a bit.
The next thing he did was to stop crying and started singing.
What the hell is wrong with man?
I rolled my eyes and gasped bewildered at his drunken display.
We got to Manhattan time square hotel
I got a room so he could spend the night, it would seem off if i was caught taking him to his house, so a hotel wasn’t a bad idea.
He slumped himself on the bed squealing and coiled his legs up to meet his head.
What a weird position to take comfort in while you are drunk. I thought within.
I took off his shoes and socks then covered him up with the blanket.
Good night Etienne; I whispered as i sheered to take my leave.
Suddenly i felt a pull, i looked back and Etienne was holding unto my hand.
Please don’t leave me again, please. He said dragging me close.
I landed on him and his hand coiled themselves around me.
Etienne… What- what are doing?
My breath fanned his face, our face was only but an inch away.
I like how you smell. He added staring deep into my eyes.
Etienne let go of me, i will take it that you don’t know what you are doing since you ate drunk.
I pushed him and wiggled out of his grip
But he got up and hugged me from behind.
Please don’t leave me Zane, am begging.
He pleaded in tears.
Am not Zane you idiot. I mumbled.
My heart kept racing without control.
His hands wrapped around me left me half numb. His breath fanned my neck as he hugged me.
He kissed my neck so briefly, yet so perfect.
I nearly Mõ@ɲed out, but i had to bit hard on my lips, hence holding it back.
His hands trailed it’s way slowly up to my bosom an cupped my Břě@šť in his hands.
I closed my eyes, Mõ@ɲing softly at the intense feeling i was getting.
Is been so long since i felt this way.
*Blair what in the world are you doing? Get out of there.*
My mind literally screamed out at me, yet my body was so slow to it’s command.
I gulped down when his hands played with my Ɲīpplës, even with my shirt on he still know how to play his game.
“He rolled me over to meet his gaze”…I gulped down in curiosity.
My limbs failed me, my brain was also slowly failing me. His grey orb stared deeply into my soul leaving me with so much dirty thoughts.
I saw the craving in his eyes, sadly it sent a stink in my heart as i knew that this craving he had in him wasn’t because of me.
“Etienne…” I gasped out his name, as my breath was held somewhere i can’t explain.
Shhh! He hushed, his hands touching my lips, slightly lightening up the arousal in me.
His hands caressed my back making me whimper in pleasure.
I have always wanted to have you in my arms making you whimper at my touch.
I have always dreamt of this day; he spoke with a low Mõ@ɲ.
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His fingers fang lined in his hair, he smashed his lips with her’s kissing with so much intensity, he flicked his tongue in her’s earning a Mõ@ɲ from her.
He let go of her lips to catch some air.
Blair sucked in a sharp breath as his thumb met her lower lips, soon after his soft lips melted with her’s in so much ferocity.
His lips caressed her lips strangling down the plump softness until he plundered her mouth with his tongue.
His Ç0çƙ hardened in his boxers, he wanted to put her down and get to business.
Her hands fold themselves around his neck as they fell down moving rhythmically to the flow.
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(( Next Morning ⛅))
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From Blair: If you are reading this then you are awake. I don’t mean to make the situation awkward than it already is for you but please take this pills so the hangover won’t hurt ad much.
From Blair! He sighed bewildered as he read the piece of paper which contained a write up .
“From Blair” how in the world… Who the hell is Blair?
Ouch my head hurts like f-__-k. He grunts slightly hitting his head.
He turned towards his left and saw a bottle of water with a pill.
He took the bottle of water and shove down the pills down his throat.
His eyes went back to the note: “From Blair.”
His eyes sprang out as a picture flashed through his mind.
He recalled him kissing a lady with so much passion, he shook his head and shut his eyes tighter.
Concentrate Etienne we need to recall what happened last night.
After having his eyes shut with his mind pondering for two minutes, his mind finally rang a bell.
f-__-k!! He bellowed smacking his head hard.
What did you do Etienne? $h|t Zane is gonna f-__-king ki|| me if he finds out.
What the hell are you saying Etienne, Zane doesn’t care the f-__-k about you, so why should what you did last night bother him?
The only one who you should be worried about is Blair.
d@mn i took advantage of her, i must apologize.
He picked up his phone but shook his head.
No i meet her and apologize.
How am i gonna face her?
How did i even end up having s*x with a woman?
Take a deep breath, exhale in… And exhale out. That’s good Etienne now think.
His mind went back on how he dialed Blair’s number instead of Zane, he remember throwing up on her clothe and he shut his eyes in embarrassment.
I really disgraced myself last night didn’t i?
He asked no one in particular.
He cross check his phone and got a confirmation that he actually called Blair and not Zane.
That’s it, am officially finished. Fino, am done.
My gay days are finally over, having s*x with a woman has turned it up.
“What sort of stupid mistake was that?”
Therapist! That’s it, i must see a therapist.
He got dressed and zoomed out of the hotel booking himself up with a therapist which he searched online, and luckily for him, he got booked the same day.
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Hello Mr Etienne.
Hello Doc Therapist, i don’t know if it’s okay if i call you that.
The therapist chuckled at his remark.
The name is Hudson, but you call me Doc Therapist if you please.
“Thank you Doc.”
Please do have your seat Mr Etienne.
He gestured at the chair behind him.
The therapist took a goof watch at Etienne who had his eyes roaming round the room, he couldn’t help but notice the confused look Etienne had on.
So how may i help you Mr Etienne?
Uh- honestly doc, i done know how to say this but i will blunt as ever cause you are the last person that i think can help me.
Mr Hudson moved front in curiosity, his ears twitch, his brows furrowed, he had on him the attentive look already.
Am listening mr Etienne, please go ahead.
So Doc the thing here is, am a gay.
I was in a relationship with my bodyguard which is also a cute guy by the way
We had a query and broke up.
I went off to have some drinks and got drunk so i took my phone to call my bodyguard and ended up calling another person, which turns out to be a girl.
The thing is, we had s*x last night and now i feel terrible, i am confused, am bewildered, am dumbfound, am perplexed, am puzzled but mostly am scared of what i don’t have any idea of. ” So can you please help me?”
Hudson sighed an tilt his head, adjusting his body slowly.
Etienne arched his brows surprisingly.
What happened Doc, is the situation so hard that you have to tilt and adjust?
Hudson smiled and nodded negatively.
This won’t be the first time am hearing things like this.
That means you can help right Doc?
Hudson nodded and a smile creped out of Etienne’s lips.
“That’s a relief.” He ruffled his hair and moved his head backwards.
I will start by asking some questions Mr Etienne and i want you to answer them truthfully, answer them the same way you bluntly asked the question.
Can you remember the feelings you had when you and the lady had s*x together?
Etienne gulped down, he totally never expected such question.
Answer me Mr Etienne, did you felt irritated?
“No Doctor, i didn’t.”
Okay. Next question. ” Did you enjoy the s*x or not?”
I… I. He stammered through words, his mind reflecting back to last night.
He recalled the way she rode him, pleasure rushed through him at the thought of last night.
He remembered how he flickered in her pvssy, the way she taste was…
Hell no! He breathed out.
That can’t be true. He grunts disapprovingly at this sudden realizations.
d@mn she really knows how to ride a man. He whispered smacking his head while having an inner fight with his emotions.
Reluctantly he voiced. Yes, i enjoyed every bit.
Come to think of it doc, it could be because i was drunk right?
Tell me, do you feel goosebumps when you recalled that moment?
Do you feel an arousing pleasure in you?
Be honest with yourself Etienne, i can help you understand better but you alone can accept the fact.
“I do, i doc.” He growled out his reply.
Mr Etienne is there something you are not telling me?
What are you talking about doc? I’ve told you everything, not leaving anything behind.
How about your past? What truly made you turned gay.
You see, some certain reactions we see now may be as a result of what happened in our past.
Etienne what are you holding back?
If you can tell me what made you turn gay then i can help you overcome wh@ťěver it is you are facing now.
And did i say i wanted to overcome anything?
I wanted to understand what am feeling after having s*x with that lady, that’s all.
What you felt Etienne, i can’t help but feel it has a trace to your past.
That’s it doc, it was nice having this session with you. I will take my leave now, have a nice day.
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“My past!” How am i sure that therapist doesn’t use black magic or something?
My past he say.
I don’t ever want to remember what made me gay.
I don’t want to recall anything concerning that
I have made peace with myself an accepted the new me. I don’t want to ever recall the painful memories i had in the past.
How Uncle Jo… He paused taking in a deep breath. Tears thr_@tening to roll down his eyes.
No, no need for that Etienne, the past is gone, we have made peace, so no more going back.
*Am gay now, no turning back*
… T. B. C