🔞BAD INFLUENCE🔞
( Illegally Yours )
CHAPTER 27
THEME: Bad boy’s love.
Written by Rhema J.
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* 𝙒𝙤𝙧𝙨𝙚 𝙉𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙚 *
𝘿𝙤𝙫𝙚
𝘓𝘢𝘴𝘵 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘩𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦. I can’t sleep and I don’t want to stay awake either. I kept hearing Derek’s voice when he asked me to run away with him but and how I turned him down. I don’t know if I should be proud of myself for not. Did I do something cool by turning him down? It’s probably for the best, that’s what I’ll keep telling myself till I believe it.
I slowly opened my eyes and it was morning already. I’m feeling so tired and angry at myself for letting my mom down and I looked back on the things I’ve done in with Derek in the past. Mom would be really disappointed but I’m disappointed in myself more.
I don’t know why I need people opinion to live myself. I thought Derek likes blonde girls so I changed myself for him. My mom loves when I get good grades so I work hard for her. When am I ever going to be good enough just by myself without needing anyone’s opinion.
The bathroom door opens and Taylor steps out, trying her face with a small towel. She stares at me for a while, guilt eating her up, it’s showing right through her mind.
“You’re awake… Hope I wasn’t singing to loud in the shower” She stuttered and I scoffed.
“Taylor you never sing when showering” I twitched my lips. They call me a bad liar but the baddest here is Taylor.
“Oh… That is true” She nervously scratched the back of her neck and looked around before staring at me again. “What do you think of Beyonce? I think she’s pretty and smart and her musics are so empowering”
“You don’t listen to Beyonce” I gave her a blank look.
“Oh that is true” She said and took her lips in before releasing a sigh. It’s about time. “I miss you Dove, fighting with you all these while was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I shouldn’t have told our moms about you and Derek, I was just angry and needed to vent” She muttered.
“So now that you’ve vented and let out your pent up feelings. You’re suddenly coming around” I folded my arms together as I stared at her. My look plain and blank.
“I’m really sorry Dove, it’s okay if you won’t forgive me ” she muttered and turns around to leave but I stop her.
“I’m sorry too, I should have been honest from the first start. I should have told you I liked Derek from the on start and when you like someone especially when they are way higher than your standards you’d do everything to make them notice you. At least that’s what I thought” I muttered and released a sigh before facing her again.
“I did everything for your brother Taylor. I changed myself to get him to think I’m his type, changed my hair, my dressing, but on makeup, always sneaking out with him at midnight when everyone are asleep but he pushes me away and comes back when he needs me and he keeps doing it over and over and over again. I can’t take it anymore, my body can’t” I’m crying now. I feel so free as I opened up to her, what I should have done in the past.
“Dove-” Taylor called softly but I stopped her. I’m going to tell her everything without holding back.
“Derek also asked me to run away with him” I muttered.
“What?” She almost screamed. “What did you say? Don’t tell me you agreed after everything he’s done to you” Taylor’s eyes is widened as she stared at me.
𝘖𝘭𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵. I shake my head. “I’m not that stupid to do agree, I said no”
“Dove” Taylor moved closer and held my hands. “Don’t be ashamed for the things you did, don’t be ashamed for liking a boy especially if it was my brother. I know if it were up to you then you’d have said no but the heart wants what it wants. Thank you for trusting me enough to tell me” She said with a soft smile.
“And thank you for listening and digesting the news too well” I smile and we both hugged each other. God I’ve so much missed Taylor.
Later that day, me and Taylor spent the rest of the day together. We went to work and had some girls time. I haven’t seen Derek since morning but I chose not to think too much about it. Part of me is afraid that he’s fled off, left everyone, left us and left me. If it’s like that then it should be for the best shouldn’t it.
I already talked to Taylor, I don’t want anything to come in between us ever again. We got home, we had dinner and Derek was not there, mom is still angry and she decides not to bother when when Taylor brought it up.
Taylor had asked where Derek is and mom replied by saying he’s old enough. If he doesn’t want to sleep over then he can go wherever he likes.
My grip on my fork tightened, no one seemed to care. What if he ran away, what if something bad happened to him on his way out. Everyone keeps assuming he’s old enough and can take care of himself but they don’t understand everyone needs care despite their age.
After dinner, Taylor is showering and I can’t resist this anymore. I went to Derek’s room, I knocked but no one answered, I slowly pushed the door opened and my worse fear flashed through my eyes.
The room is empty, he left, his clothes and everything are gone. I can’t breath as I rushed to my mom’s room to inform them but if I thought Derek leaving was crazy then can someone explain while I’m seeing my naked mom straddling naked Aunt Maggie on the bed and grinding her as they are both Mõ@ɲing out?
TBC