?HIS segzUAL ADDICTION
{ His Personal Maid }?
By, Cisca. H.
Chapter 43: GIDEON… THE MASTER…
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” No.” Shooks her head, ” No… No that’s impossible. You… You are him aren’t you? You’re the same person! All this time… ”
” Look, Avery, I can explain. ” He softly said.
” And what makes you think I’d listen? ”
” Avery, calm down and listen to me. Let me explain it all. ”
She shooks her head, ” There’s nothing to listen to you and there’s definitely nothing there to explain at the fact that you’ve been The Master all this while!!” You already showed me the kind of person you are, and I am so much convince that you are such a pretender. ”
” That’s why I am here to explain. After the night I met you spying after Christiana, I knew it was the only way I could get to understand what kind of person you are.
I knew if I had to keep a low profile about my identity, no one will have to recognize me even if I camouflage. And seeing as you were eager to save your friend’s life, I decided to help, and to use that way to avoid drinking from you.
I wanted to get used to it. I wanted to get used to staying beside you without getting thirsty for your blood. And you proved to me that I can.
In as much as I wanted your blood, Avery, I didn’t want to harm you too. I never thought of falling in love with you, that wasn’t part of the plan but it just happened.
Look, Avery, there’s nothing like Gideon, there’s only some thing like me.”
” How… How was it possible that Madam Dacia didn’t suspect you while you kept me under your custody? ”
” Vampires has the power to travel a distance in a second. It wasn’t difficult for me to act the two role at the same time. I knew all you wanted was happiness, and your freedom and that’s why I had to do what I did. ”
” Its not that easy to understand, not after every thing you’ve done to me. From the start, you’ve wanted nothing but my blood. You treated me like a mere slave, you hurt me and you gave me so many reasons to doubt that I was ever gonna survive.
You and her, you two so much h@ťěd me. I nearly got myself ki||ed all because of you!! ” She pointed at him. ” If… If I had known it was you all this while, I will do wh@ťěver it takes never to fall in love with you.
You are a pretender! You are a murderer! I h@ťě you. I h@ťě you so much!! ”
” I don’t want you to love me back, Avery, I just want you to forgive me. ”
” I won’t mind if it is your child I carry, I will never ever forgive you. And you will never in your life lay your hand on my child. I don’t care wh@ťěver you nor your fiancee does, I rather die with my child than to have a Monster as my child’s father. ”
She sat on the ground, ” I don’t remember any thing about us any more. All those memories are gone… Forever. I want to be left alone. ”
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She held her chest as she bursted out crying. And she just loves the state she was. Thankfully, Stella wasn’t here and neither was doctor Donald with her to console her.
” No, ” she wept. ” No, why me? Why me?” She questioned herself as she couldn’t find an answer to give herself.
One part of her wanna believe all this are nothing but a joke but no, it all feel like reality to her.
He gave her hatred, and so much reason she had to give up on life. The other part of him gave her love, made her believe she can ever fall in love and be loved.
But all the same, they were both the same person.
She h@ťěd herself for being so opened to him, for letting him into her life.
And she wished time could reverse back and change it all again from the start, but no, it’s impossible.
It’s a future she must face… Alone.
Now, she was recalling all those part moments with him. All those sweet times they had both shared together.
And all those times he had almost ki||ed her. But How? How was it possible for him to stay at two places at the same time.
How was it possible for a guard to sleep in a different room, wide enough to accommodate three people. She slapped her forehead, ” Silly me.”
How did he get to know where she was? He said no one saw him enter, who must have told him she was Doctor Donald’s office?
” Avery, you’ve such an @$$h0le all this while. ”
All this while he acted like he actually cared, not that he really did but, he was only doing that to get more information.
Asking about what Madam Dacia did, where Stella was, he only wanted to camouflage that he knows $h|t nothing about what is going on.
Even those times when he persisted to know her name, he actually did know her name, but all this were just an act of pretence?
Not just that, he dared to pretend like he didn’t know that she was pregnant? And doctor Donald talking about The Master’s blood in her, it’s not just about the blood, it’s about his seed in her.
That’s why the baby grows rapidly unlike a normal baby.
If I had known. If only I had known he had played the devil’s game on me. She said regretfully.
All these clouded her head and she found it so difficult to think straight. She felt like strangling herself, but on the other hand, she knew she still has a reason to live.
If not for Gideon, but for her baby.
She touched her belly, ” I’m gonna protect you no matter what, and I won’t let his finger ever touch your hair. I promise. ” She vowed.
I am doomed, I swear, I really am.
She could have just let it all go and move on, pretending like none of this ever happen.
But on the other hand, she couldn’t. The one person she had ever loved, has turned out to be her greatest nightmares.
She stayed awake for the rest of the night, ending it with tears. It pains so much, it really do. It wasn’t that easy for her to fall in love,
and when she actually did, it turns out that it was The Master. He had almost ki||ed her, and he has likewise given her so many reasons why she had to end her life so soon.
He put her in a position that felt like hell torture, and she wondered if life ever loved her for once.
He made her his meal, every night and day he fed on her. Drained her like she worths nothing.
But that’s not the real problem… The real problem is, she has been sharing one man with another woman. The very woman who wants both her life and her baby’s.
He had been so caring lately, to permit her to take a break. Seeing through that she was saved from The Mistress’s evil act and the rest of them.
But at that, all those memories have all turned to blur.
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Las Las… So it has been only me who knew Gideon was The Master too ???
To Be Continued…