My holiday was cool, I had already made up my mind not go into gay act anymore. My parent
asked me why I decided not to go to Kings College anymore, i had no answer, I wanted to tell
them the reason but I can’t say it, how I wish I could just spill it, but I can’t. Anyway, my parent
refused to change my school for me since i had no better explanation on why I want it to be
changed. All well and good, I had no choice than to accept, even tho I have already determined
to fight and expose corper Anthony if he tries any rubbish with me again. Some of my sisters
were already married, home was kinda boring anyway, this was the first holiday I didn’t have
segz at all, maybe i didn’t really have segz. I was really sober, so sober. But I actually kissed a girl, there was this girl we grew up together, like a family friend. Her name is Daniella, my
mum and her mum her best of friends, so my mum had always wanted me to date Daniella,
matchmaking, our mothers wanted us to be together. I don’t really like the girl cos I was not
attracted to girls at all, but this girl is so into me, she’s so crazy about me. I hardly call her or
even message her but she does it everyday. Its all good, Daniella is a very pretty girl, with nice
structure, sweet and nice girl, dark in complexion. I like her but not segzually or romantically
attracted to her. I don’t have choice than to play along, she eventually became my girlfriend, we
became close. She would visit my place, I would also visit her place too. I was trying hard to
forget about homosegzuality but it wasn’t easy, but I made up my mind not to go into it again, so
that was why I got myself a girlfriend. There was one time Daniella requested for segz, I had to
declined because I can’t, all we do is just kiss and romance.
Actually, there was one day I went to Daniella’s place, Daniella has cute brothers, she was the
only girl as well. I got to their house, instead of me to be concentrated on Daniella, I was busy
checking out Daniella’s brothers out. Gosh! Those guys are extremely cute, I couldn’t get my
eyes off their Ďïčk position, especially her immediate elder brother, Collins. There was one time
he was shirtless putting on his boxers, he’s extremely segzy, so segzy. His Ďïčk was just dangling in
his boxers, he practically hugged me one time like that, I became hard, I was really hard to the
extent that I was stylishly adjusting my Ďïčk. Collins is the most friendly among her brothers, we
all grew up together but I never knew he was gonna be that hot as we grew older, I don’t really
like him when were growing up cos he was too dumb and stubborn back then. Collins was
always inviting me to their house over and over, we became close, we would chat on
Facebook, he was funny, he was witty and all that. He was in his first year in the university,
Unilag precisely. One day we were chatting, it was fun from the beginning, not until he asked me
one question which is “are you tb?”, I was confused what he meant by that, cos I don’t
understand what TB means. I was still naive, I kept asking him what is the meaning of tb, but he
didn’t reply me he never told me the meaning of TB. I tried to find out the meaning of tb but I
couldn’t. There was another day again, we were chatting, he was asking why i do act like a girl, if
I’ve ever had segz with a girl before, then he asked me if I’ve ever kissed a boy before. I don’t
even know what came over me, I mistakenly told him “yes” instead of me to deny it. I tried
to convince him that I never kissed a guy before in my life but he didn’t believe me since I had
already said yes, I tried convincing him it was a mistake but he didn’t accept. So, Collins stylishly
invited me to their house to come spend the weekend with them, I wasn’t really pleased with that, i might end up having segz with Daniella and I don’t want to cos I was scared.
I eventually went to their place for the weekend, it was warm, cool and fun. I wasn’t allowed to
sleep in Daniella’s room which I was really happy about, I’m to sleep in Collins’ room. While in
Collins’ room, we were playing games, me, Daniella and Collins were in the room playing video
games, it was fun. Daniella finally left the room cos her mum was kinda complaining that she
shouldn’t be in the boys’ room, so she left us alone, I even kissed her while she was leaving in
the presence of her brother. So later in the night, I was very tired, I needed to shower, so I told
Collins I wanna use the bathroom, they all have their personal bathroom in the rooms. I got up
to undress, I discovered Collins stopped playing the game, he came on the bed. I was totally
naked, very naked, you know I grew up in the hostel, that’s boys thing. I asked him if he wasn’t
going to shower, he declined. I went straight to the bathroom, showered, whispering one of
Rihanna’s song. “Please I need a towel, I forgot to bring mine” I said, after taking my shower. I
discovered he was feeling reluctant to stand up and get me the towel. He said I should check
somewhere, which I did but I couldn’t find, I told him to help me find the towel, he didn’t want
to stand up, i began to spank him, tapping his head and ears so that he would stand up, he
finally stood up but what I discovered was that Collins’ Ďïčk was erected, I mean he was hard.
Collins brought the towel, his Ďïčk was still hard. “Are you horny or what?” I asked, he didn’t
reply me, he just went straight to bed. I didn’t really have anything in mind, Collins do
girls a lot so he’s not gay. I cleaned myself and wore my underwear, I don’t wear boxers, I wear
pants. So I joined him on the bed, he was not sleeping yet. Then he asked me again “Are you
sure you’re not tb?”, I don’t understand what he meant, I told him I don’t know the meaning,
he just smiled at me and said goodnight. I was curious, I wanted to know what he meant by that,
what is the meaning of the tb? I began to disturb him that he must tell me the meaning or else
he won’t sleep, he was only smiling, he didn’t say anything at some point he was just saying
never mind, never mind. I’m a very inquisitive person, I don’t give up easily. I kept on disturbing
him for the meaning but he wouldn’t answer me, then he asked me again “have you ever had
segz with a guy before?”, I told him I haven’t, i had to lie to cover up, he’s my in-law. He said i
shouldn’t bother then, I became so curious, I wanted to known the meaning of it. I was really
tapping him, spanking him, disturbing him so that he would say it, the next thing Collins said was
“stop that, you’re making me hard, don’t start what you can’t finish please Bruno, go to bed”. I
was surprised, what is going on here? Yet I didn’t succumb, I still kept on disturbing him, I’m very playful, all of sudden Collins rose up grabbed my neck and kissed me for over one
minute, “that’s the meaning of tb”, he said and slept off. I was in shock, I never believed
someone like Collins would be practicing such, I was totally confused.
The following day was normal, he didn’t even feel ashamed for kissing me, he was not even
bothered if I was going to tell anyone, at times we would make eye contact and he would wink
and smiled at me. He he he! What is going here? Am I dreaming or what? He played and talked
with me normal, I was confused tho, is he really gay? Does tb means gay? We all went to
the beach that day, it was fun all day, Collins girlfriend came around, his girlfriend was all over
him, they were just kissing and kissing, while me and my girlfriend Daniella too was doing lovey lovey. We got home really late that day, it was so late, we were all tired. We didn’t even
request for dinner, we went to our rooms, kissed Daniella as usual for goodnight, we always kiss
anytime we are alone cos her mum must not find us doing that. I got to Collins’ room, he was
already in the room, he wanted to shower, “won’t you shower?” He asked me, I told him I
would join him, I quickly took of my beach wear and joined him in the bathroom, while in the
bathroom everything was mutual, then, he asked me if I like him, I told him of course I do like
him, then he now said he’s had crush on me ever since we were young. I told him to stop it, that
I don’t like it, I was already uncomfortable, “do you know I’m always horny anytime I see
you?” He added, “please stop it Collins, you’re irritating me” I said, then said I was pretending,
that I don’t know the meaning of tb, he even said he knows I would have had segz with a guy
before. Lol! I told him I haven’t, the stupid boy said I should swear with my life, if I haven’t, I told him I can’t do that, he was really frustrating me In the bathroom, I got pissed, i tried opening the
bathroom door to avoid him, he quickly blocked me “where are you going?, what’s there? At
least I won’t ki|| you if you tell me”, I actually confessed, I told him it was just only once I had segz
with a guy, and it was a mistake, the next thing Collins asked for was “can you have segz with
me?”, haaaa, I told him I can’t do it cos i’m dating his sister, he began to persuade me, he said
he’s never done it before but each time he sees me, he’s always segzually attracted to me. Ehen!
Collins began to touch my lips, I pushed his hand away, he was already hard, Collins Ďïčk is
massive too, he was becoming too close, I tried stopping him but he just won’t listen, although I
had crush on him and he’s hot and cute but I already made up my mind not have gay segz again. I
became hard, my Ďïčk was already erected, “I know you want it, you’re hard already” he said as
he touched my Ďïčk, he began to play with “stop it Collins,” I kept on saying that, till he kissed
me, chai! My hormones was so happy, we began to kiss so hard, smooching really hard, it
was becoming so intense, he was squeezing my @zz, all he was saying was “I want you Bruno”. I
missed segz so much but I don’t want to be gay anymore. Then he asked me “should I penetrate
you”? I agreed to bend for him, I turned my back facing the bathroom wall,
Collins inserted his Ďïčk in my @zz, I Mõ@ɲed so loud, he said “sorry”, then he began to pound
me, f-__-king me and kissing me, oh $h|t, I was already cumming, I was feeling the segz, he was
jerking me so fast, i was Mõ@ɲing so sweet, he f-__-ked me so mildly, while he was f-__-king me, he
was m@$tvrb@ting me. He didn’t Com on time, we did just that style till he finally ejaculated
“What did we just do?” He asked, I couldn’t look at his face, I was shy. We both cleaned up,
we didn’t say anything through out that night. I never believed I could such with Collins and
moreover I didn’t fulfil my promise to stop the act. It wasn’t easy to stop, I tried my best but
temptations everywhere. I felt bad that night but I also wanted segz too, I could have
stopped him, but I was just too cheap. Later in the night while sleeping on the bed, I noticed
someone was squeezing my @zz, well it was Collins again, he wanted another round I guess, he
began to touch my private part, I already knew he was the one and what he wanted. He tried
kissing me, we were already smooching, kissing and all that again then something just came in
to my mind, I told him to stop, I told him I wasn’t interested, that what happened between us in
the bathroom was a mistake and we shouldn’t continue such act. He begged me, he said all those
sweet words but I didn’t allow him f-__-k me that night again, I wouldn’t want to cheapen
myself and it seems he’s taking me for granted moreover he’s my in-law, how can i be dating
brother and sister, does it make sense? I gave him a b|__wj_b that night as that was the only thing
I could do for him, he was really horny that night begging but I didn’t. I gave him a b|__wj_b
till he ejaculated and we both slept off.
The following day was on Sunday, I’m to go back home that day. We all event to church, I
actually fed my eyes in their church, winners chapel, I was just staring at the cute guys in the
church, I didn’t even concentrate on the preaching or wh@ťěver. I was having erection in church,
lord have mercy on me, my mind is really polluted. Well, we got home after service already
packed my bags, Collins begging me to stay for more days, I dare not cos it can implicate me and
I don’t want trouble again. Assuming it was somewhere else, I can still pity him but for the fact
its in their house. We would have ever thought corper Anthony will catch me and Gbenro. I like
Collins tho but I think we should end it there, although we didn’t actually end it there, we
did continued in the university cos we were roommates in Unilag, infact we dated in my first
year, well that story is for another day. So that Sunday afternoon, I was already prepared to go
but Collins wouldn’t let me be, even Daniella too. I kissed Daniella as usual and I gave Collins a
very deep kiss in the toilet, lol. I left their house that day, my sister and her husband came to
pick me after church service cos Daniella’s family and my sister attend the same church. Well,
well, I didn’t really have segz during the holiday, yes, you can’t call what me and Collins did in
the bathroom as segz, to me I call it quickie. Anyway, school resumption date was a
week away, wow, I was already prepared for anything that would happen in school. No more segz
between me and Gbenro and I will face corper Anthony if he tries rubbish, I became nervous as
the day of resumption was getting closer and closer, finally resumption date came..
I finally resumed to school for another section, SS3, I held the post of hostel prefect. Resuming
to school was scary, I don’t know what to expect, I saw my friends including Gbenro, we
discussed lot of things, it was fun resuming back to school. While chatting with Gbenro in the
hostel, each time any junior passes or walks towards us my heart skips, thinking Corper Anthony
has sent one of them to call me. I wasn’t comfortable through out that day, Gbenro actually
noticed, “what is wrong with you? Is it Corper Anthony?” He asked, “there is nothing wrong
with me, what’s my business with Corper Anthony? I replied, “haven’t you heard?” He asked
again, “that what” I replied, “I was told Corper Anthony had a fatal accident while he was
travelling to his hometown during the holiday” he said. Come and see the way I shouted, shout
of joy, not sadness, I went on my knees and began to thank God “Thank you lord, thank you
Jesus” I said with happiness while on my knees, Gbenro was surprised “Bruno are you alright? I
told you someone had an accident, instead of you to be sad about it, you’re rejoicing” he said, “I
pray he never survive till I graduate from this school, haaa! Jesus thank you” I said with joy.
Through out my stay in school during my SS3, I actually abstained from homosegzual act, I wouldn’t
want to be caught again, maybe the previous one was a warning for me, who knows the
person that will catch me now will do worse than Corper Anthony. Its better I mind myself and
be careful, it wasn’t easy to stay away, Gbenro tempted me times without number, he
begged and begged me, there was a time he stopped talking to me because I didn’t allow segz
between us, I remembered one time that, he was practically on his knees begging, I almost had
segz with him that day out of pity. He later adjusted to it, he doesn’t have choice but the funniest
part was that he actually found someone else in the hostel, they were like 5 this time,
homosegzuality was beginning to expand in school, Gbenro became their Godfather, he must
have segz with anyone that joins their fraternity, how stupid can that sound. I was the hostel
prefect then so I wasn’t harsh on them and Gbenro being my friend and for the fact that I
stopped making love with him. I was even jealous at some point as I was developing feelings
for Gbenro and there was this transferred SS1 boy that was Gbenro’s apple of eye, they always
like to flaunt their relationship. I h@ťěd that boy with passion and its not as if he’s finer than me,
well all these was out of jealousy. Gbenro and the boys will go to empty classrooms every night
to go have segz, so there was one night like that, Gbenro had begged me and begged me to come
join them that they were having group segz that night and he wants me to join them cos he
missed me, he kissed me that day, thank God nobody saw us when he kissed me. I finally agreed
to join them, Gbenro really persuaded me and the temptations too, group segz? I love it, so
later that day I wasn’t sure if I should join or not, I was having negative feelings towards it, Gbenro
came to call me in the night, I told him I would join them, I have responsibility to cater for as
the hostel prefect, so I needed to get somethings done. Seriously speaking, thank God I didn’t
join them or followed them when they came to call me, actually, after 1 hour, I decided to go join
them, on getting there, I began to hear some noise, “Please sir, Please sir”, ehn, what is going
on? I tried to find out what was happening, Gbenro and his groupies were caught red
handed by the vigilantes and our hostel master, I saw it live I quickly turned back,
come and see the speed I take use run go back hostel. They were caught live and direct, it seems
they’ve been suspecting them and there was an informant that leaked their secret to the hostel
master. I thank God for my life that night, anyway, did you know I was almost implicated
after they caught them and confessed?
Gbenro and his gangs were caught red handed, doing their thing. Like I said earlier, I was almost
implicated. When they were caught, they invited their parents of course, the news was
everywhere in school, they were so disgraced on the assembly ground. Although, I still thank
God I wasn’t caught with them, I thank God i cautioned myself and stayed away totally. So one
day, I was in the classroom, they came to call me that the Principal want to see me, see me? I
was scared, totally scared, what is going on? This one that Principal has summoned my
presence, I went to his office, on getting there, Gbenro’s parent was outside waiting, I saw
Gbenro and his gangs, the principal, hostel master and some of teachers holding canes in the
Principal’s office. My heart began to skip, oh my God I’m dead. “Good afternoon sir” I greeted
them, they replied me, Hostel master began to ask me question
Hostel master: where were you last night? Me: I was in the hostel sir
Hostel master: In the hostel? Are you sure? Cos I was told you left the hostel in the night to go join your friends..
Yekpa!, I don’t know what came over me ooo, I denied it to the core, I denied it hands
down. Then he said my friend Gbenro has confessed that I’m one of them, that we do go to the empty classroom to practice our shameful act. I denied it totally. All of sudden one of the
teachers in the office gave me strokes of canes “kneel down” the stupid teacher said. I began to cry, “please sir, I know nothing about it sir, I was not involved, I was not caught with them last night, ask them sir, Gbenro talk now”
Hostel master: Shut up!
My heart began to breath heavily, “Gbenro talk now, you people should talk now, was I there
last night?” I said, this same teacher gave me strokes of canes again, especially on my
head. I cried bitterly, but I made sure I denied totally, I denied it totally, I told them I never knew
they do leave the hostel every night. But the funniest part was that, Gbenro didn’t even make
an eye contact with me, he just bone face., I’m also wise big time. I denied it to
the core despite the canes and tension in that office, all well and good I was saved by God. They
released me and thr_@tened if they found out the truth that I will face the tune. Thanks to
heavily father, its not good to lie as they say but lie can safe your life too. Anyway, Gbenro
and his gangs were expelled from the school despite the plea from their parent, I felt for them
though but I actually warned Gbenro in the first place but he wouldn’t listen. I remembered when
he came to pack his things in the hostel, I cried for him cos I really pitied him, he was my close
friend, I didn’t even think of how he tried to implicate me but seeing him expelled is such a bad
bad thing. I still thank God for my life, how would I have survived the shame? Its a lesson for
me anyway, that wasn’t the last time I saw Gbenro, we actually met again at a Tb party in
Unilag where he became notorious and popular in Unilag, we had segz again too but that’s
another story for another day.
Through out my stay in school during that section, I just had to behave myself, became a good
boy even tho I missed segz and all that but I just had too, during the holidays too, I made sure I
didn’t do anything like that, who even have the time, when WEAC was on its way, I was busy
studying hard. Finished my secondary school in peace, passed my exams, wrote my jamb too
and I passed also. I avoided Collins through out, didn’t go to their place for sometime cos I
wouldn’t want us to continue the act cos I was scared of being caught. I became focused on
Daniella, countless times that me and Daniella almost had segz too, that girl is loose, we ended
up having segz. I actually enjoyed it but it wasn’t satisfying like having segz with a guy, i still
remembered my first segz with a girl (Daniella), I really f-__-ked that girl make I no lie. She kept
coming back for more, I became tired of it because what I needed I wasn’t getting it. I needed a boy to f-__-k me….