I was talking to my self and all of a sudden, a call entered my phone,
it was my dad calling, Hello my pretty girl how are you doing today, I said…daddy am fine,
Daddy: I can feel it rite from here that your mind is troubled. [Remember..
i told you that my father is a pastor] ME: Am fine dad, i have no worries atall.
Daddy: ok dear i just want to alert you that i have sent you the money you requested last week, please manage with us, we will send you more.
ME: Thanks dad, am grateful.
Dad: Ok let me give your mum the phone so you can talk with her. [my mind was beating to talk with my mum, because i have broken the egg, i have eaten the
forbidden fruit] I didn’t want to speak with my mum because i might develop heart attack, so i…
quickly hanged up the call and switched off my phone.
They tried reaching me again but no way, so they thought its network issue or
maybe my battery went off.
After i hanged the call, i started crying, now am remembering the advice my mother
gave to me, oh! i have lost it because of body pleasure, after some minutes, i…
wiped up my tears and encouraged myself.
Now After 3 years in school, am now in my final year, am studying Medicine as
a course, i want to become a nurse after my education, i love nursing because my mother also is a nurse.
This is our final year, and everybody was running up and down so that we can actually come out with high grades.
bekky was studying Bio Chemistry [BC] while i was studying Medicine.
Its a normal thing for bekky to give her body to lecturers and pass her exams, she was doing it and i knew about it, she told me that oneday i will face that kind of issue aswell, she said….. oneday a lecturer must ask me to give him my body so that i can pass his subject.
i told her that i will never do it, the mistake i made before and lost my virginity can never
repeat itself again, she laughed and gave me this phrase “once lost, once gone, no recover” which means, i have lost my virginity, its gone and i cant recover it.
i encouraged myself and i began to move forward, now its was just two weeks after our final exams, we all are waiting for the result, after one month and few weeks, the result was finally out, Becky was the first to spread the good news, she cleared all her papers, no carry over.
I have not checked mine, so i prepared immediately to go and check mine.