. ?BAD
BOY’S
CRUSH?
(A nerd?stole his heart❤…. Mr. Grumpy loves me?!)
Highschool romance
Rated?
2⃣8⃣
(Make me your girlfriend???)
Chloe’s POV
“I’m sorry Chloe, I don’t love you and I don’t think I will “she replied me with all sincerity and my heart tore apart, it began to bleed
She stood up to leave after she said that but I stood up after her grabbing her by her arm
“I know you don’t love me, I know you love Nicc… “I stopped to take a deep breath which made her stare at me to say more
“I know that but allow me to do the loving huh, afterall two couples dating sometimes don’t always love each other, one is loving and the other is either playing or just being a couple”I paused again to make her get my point
“Bella, I really love you and I promise that I won’t hurt you, make you cry or even play you… ”
“I don’t love you! “She cut in sharply trying to get her hand out of my firm grip on her
I didn’t want her to leave, I drew her into myself and hugged her against her will
“Feel my heart beat… Stop struggling and feel my heartbeat! “I yelled and she stopped struggling to free herself , she was calm for a while
I stopped hugging her, I held her chin up to my face so she could look at my eyes
“Look am going mad about you Bella! You heard my heart! It beats for you! So much that it hurts me”I sobered as tears gathered around my eyes
She shouldn’t refuse me, I don’t think I will live with it if am gonna be seeing her everyday
“Its not it Chloe, I don’t love you
I don’t care if you’re a player or not but… I just can’t… I can’t love you… ”
“Look, who said you should love me? Huh! Just be by my side and forget about loving me! I will do all the loving and all the caring huh!! “I pleaded
“Chloe…. I will talk to you later”she said getting out of my hold and running away maybe she’s going to Nicc
I bit hard at my lower lips, watching her hair dangle behind her as she ran….
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School dismissed for the day and I went home alone by foot, I didn’t want to take the bus so I would have enough time to think and meditate on my broken heart
For the first time I felt the pain of loving someone who won’t love you, I felt the pain all my girlfriends felt when I broke up with them
I felt the pain of being rejected just like the way I rejected all those girls who had a crush on me
I’d smack them, hit them and even make jest of them for having a crush on me
So this is how the feeling is like? Its terrible! She won’t love me but I’m not complaining?!! Did I?
I will do all the loving myself! So this is how it was for Lucia when she had a hit on me pleading with me to be her boyfriend :
*I will do all the loving, I will be good to you and I will stay by your side*
*Cheat on me, love other girls but just stay with me, I won’t get angry*she had pleaded with me but what did I do?* I scoffed pushing her down and blowing the smoke which was in my mouth to her face! *
And now? Is this a payback? Maybe it is a payback for me for all the broken heart I caused other girls
Isn’t it too much for me? It hurts like hell! I held my chest at the spot where my heart is located
It hurts!!!
?Don’t have to leave this town to see the world
?Cuz its something that I gotta do
?I don’t wanna look back in thirty years and wonder whom you’re married to
?wanna say it now
wanna make it clear
?for only you gotta hear, when you love someone they say you set him free
?But that its gonna work for me
?I don’t wanna leave without you
?I don’t wanna leave you please
?I don’t wanna dream about you wanna wake up with you next to me!
Next day,
Bella’s POV
“Hey! Bella! “Mom woke me up from sleep,
“I don’t want to go school today mom”I grumbled still lying on the bed
I don’t want to see Chloe in school and tell him to his face again that I can’t be his girlfriend and I don’t want to see Nicc pester me about too
“Why? Get up now!! “She barked at me and I sprang up from the bed,
“Mom, get me a transfer please, I don’t like that school anymore ”
She scoffed at me
“Why? Huh! How many transfers now? “She nagged at me
“Nicc… “She was saying when I interrupted by just the mention of his name
“Did what? Is he here? No! Tell him to go! I don’t want to see him… “I rattled on and on without realizing that my mom was there
She gave me a keen look
“What’s wrong? You’re so bothered nowadays… What’s really wrong? “She asked me and I was tempted to talk
For more than twenty minutes, I explained to my mom what have been happening to me and she didn’t help but feel sorry for me
I finished narrating to her and she sighed
“That’s bad… “She muttered and I nodded
“But… Whom do you think you wanna date? Nicc who slapped your love to your face or Chloe who is nice? ”
“Chloe is a player! “I snapped thinking she didn’t get the point
“Are you worried about him being a player or that you don’t love him? “She asked me a tactical question
I was confused about the question, yes! What am I worried about
“Mom I love Nicc”
“No! Most relationships shouldn’t be based on love, to Chloe you’re princess but to Nicc you’re a best friend and a nerd! ”
She gripped my shoulders
“Look Bella, Love is luck likewise relationships, you can’t tell who is playing you or who is not but do you know who will speak for you? “She asked me after a nice lecture which I think am falling in love with
“No”
“Your heart tells it all, love isn’t what you think it is, always give it a chance no matter how hurting it can be”
“I don’t love him”
She smiled or rather smirked
“You will love him ”
“How?? ”
“Nicc should stay away from you”
“He won’t, he claims to love me now! ”
There was a moment of silence between us
“Well, “she shrugged
“Nicc is trying to get into a fight with his step-brother cuz of you
That doesn’t mean he really cares else he won’t have treated you so cheaply ”
She made sense, I loved what she was saying
I felt convinced and at the same time I felt guilty for pushing Chloe away
I recalled how he had piggy-backed me twice, how he had ran out in the rain to get me something I wanted the most for the moment
How he had been of comfort to me without complaining
I shouldn’t have rejected him like that even though that I don’t feel anything for him
“How do you feel now? “Mom asked me after reading my expression
“Guilty ”
She nodded
“That’s it, there is a huge difference between a childhood love and a love of today ”
I looked up to her eyes, why haven’t I confided in her all these while I seemed to have wanted it?
“What’s the difference? ”
I asked wanting more lecture from her
“A childhood love remains childish while a second love you might say molds your heart and makes you a real girl or woman”
She’s right! I can’t wait to meet Chloe
Another fear struck me
“What about his lifestyle? What about his girlfriends?? ”
“That shouldn’t bother you ”
I nodded my head before hugging her passionately
She’s really my mom!
“But… Be careful”she cautioned before smacking me to go wash up and dress for school
Chloe’s POV
I sluggishly came to school,my eyes first set on Bella, she was coming towards me making me panic terribly
I didn’t smile, I shouldn’t cuz she might not be coming for me but for someone behind me
I struggled so hard to keep up with my firm face till she stood infront of me
“Chloe”she called my name which made me want to smile at her
“I don’t care about your lifestyle since you love me… I know I don’t love you but since you will do all the loving… I will date you”
My mind stopped working when I heard her say so
She came closer to me till she was almost a step away from me
“Teach me how to love you Chloe and I swear I will never love someone else again”she continued which made my heart flatter the more
“Let me be your girlfriend, I… “She stopped talking staring at my face
“Bella… “I mumbled her name really surprised
What got into her? Yesterday, she vehemently refused me and today she’s different!
“What? You don’t love me anymore? “She asked and I shook my head
“I do love you so much Bella ”
“Then make me your girlfriend ”
She snapped at me
The only thing I could do was just hold her head and then kiss her forehead cuz I couldn’t really believe she was Bella speaking to me this way
Maybe am daydreaming, I thought this is not real until she stood on her toes gripping my shoulders and fixing her lips into mine
My heart stopped…..
Tbc
Mama Bella, I will buy you Chin-chin ???