. ?BAD
BOY’S
CRUSH?
(A nerd?stole his heart❤…. Mr. Grumpy loves me?!)
Highschool romance
Rated?
2⃣1⃣
(Mr. Lonely ???)
?I woke up in the middle of the night and I know this my girl wasn’t by my side
?Couldn’t swear I wasn’t dreaming, for hell I wasn’t feigning so I had to take another ride
?Back tracking on these few years tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad
?Cuz ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing and I’m so…
?Lonely
I’m Mr. Lonely
I have nobody
On my own
?Lonely
I’m Mr. Lonely
I have nobody
On my own
Niccole’s POV
A year ago,
I met Sandra on a Halloween party down town, she was wearing a creamy red dress and red heels too, her hair was styled to one side of her neck
She was the most beautiful thing my eyes ever met, but I couldn’t speak to her because I was with Bella then
But my eyes never left her side
She smiled a lot, laughed a lot and touched her ear a lot maybe to reveal that segzy neck of hers the more
I wanted to talk to her but Bella was always an obstacle for me
She kept asking that she wanted to see one thing after another
I couldn’t refuse her request so I gave into her
We went away joked and laughed but still my mind never left Sandra which I met earlier on
Then we fell silent sitting on the sandy ground watching the moon which had shown its full round shape reminding me of how I had told her that she was a moon
I wonder how I told her that years ago maybe because then she was like a moon but is she a moon uptil now?
I can’t tell
“Look Nicc”she pointed to the sky and her finger was pointing to the moon up there
“Yeah I saw that “I replied and she smiled looking at me
“I’m like that moon in the sky Nicc”she said and I smiled watching her stare so intently at the moon, maybe wondering how she’s a moon
A gentle breeze blew her hair and her back neck was bare cuz the breeze carried all the hair up enticing them to follow him
I saw her neck, it had become cuter than I used to see it
She turned to look at me
“And I think you’re that star beside it Nicc”she said pointing to a star near the moon
I smirked when I spotted the star beside the moon on the sky
“Why do you say so? “I asked her
“Cuz you’re always around the moon, i will be watchful of that star for the rest of my life to know when that star will leave the moon’s side and never watch over her again “she said and I gave a short laugh
“Really? Star and moon? Rest of your life? “I asked her really surprised by her words
Does she know the meaning of those words she’s uttering?
Rest of her life? Is life that cheap to her?
She nodded her head
“Yes, if the star leaves the moon, the moon will be lonely likewise the star”
I laughed again, she’s been funny tonight
“Hey what’s gotten into you, definitely that star will leave that moon “I argued and she frowned at me
“Then he will be Mr. Lonely like Akon’s song Nicc, the star will definitely be lonely”
She replied really emotional about that speech
I smirked
“So you mean to tell me that all those stars up there are lonely? “I asked really finding each of her every speech amusing
“Yes they’re lonely and that’s why that star came closer to the moon so it could feel the light… ”
“Bella you’re drunk! You act like it”I snapped not finding any meaning to anything she was saying even though she was serious about what she was saying
Moon and star doesn’t make sense
An hour later, we went back into the hall to notice that the girl which I saw earlier in a red dress was gone!
Present ?
Night?
Now I understand what she meant when she talked about moon and star
I watched the full moon which filled the sky with so much brightness but I was looking for something beside it
A star! But it wasn’t there anymore, it was gone!
Oh no! It can’t leave that moon’s side, its impossible
I gulped hard feeling my heart thump harder glaring at the moon as if the star will appear again to stay by its side but none surfaced
*Then he will be Mr. Lonely like Akon’s song Nicc, the star will definitely be lonely *
I understood that now, when did I leave her side? How did I start acting like I don’t care anymore about her?
*You mean to tell me that all those stars up there are lonely? *
I understood that too,
“Hey close that d@mn window, it freaking cold here”Chloe said from where he was lying on the bed
I ignored his words still thinking about what happened to me that made me fast forward myself so much away from Bella?
*Where is Chloe? *
I saw the anxiety and anxious ness in her eyes when she asked me about him
*is he that bad? *
Her voice replayed in my head and I gasped biting my lower lips
The only person she could be so worried about apart from me is her mom, dad and Brad
But now Chloe is included! I darted my eyes to where he was sleeping so soundly on the bed with smiles all over his face
Bella’s POV
So definitely the star left the moon at last, I made my discovery
I had been watching it for many months thinking and wishing that the star never left the moon but now its gone!
Why? The star is lonely now, so lonely
Tears gathered around my eyes but I held it back
*You’re not my type Bella, let’s just be friends like we used to”he interrupted me sounding a bit harsh*
*A thunderbolt! My heart broke painfully and immediately I lost my breath*
*I mean Bella, you’re a nerd, a scary nerd.. Look at how you look like *
*Do you even look at a mirror? I don’t think you do*
*You’re very scary, you never changed for a bit since I knew you… *
I recalled the past between I and Nicc, he pushed me away
I fought hard not to cry, I was the moon which shined in his life until he kicked me off
Is he watching the moon now? I wish he’s looking at it too
How will he feel now that he’s among those stars in the sky that are as lonely as hell looking for away to get closer to the moon to feel it shiny nature
“What’s it Bella? You haven’t slept? “I heard Brad’s voice behind me
“Yeah”I sounded unhappy and he noticed it
“Still thinking about Nicc? Or the guy who brought you home today which one? ”
I didn’t reply him, he doesn’t know the right time to make jokes all the time
“Well, you’re always lucky with pretty guys like us tho… But I don’t like that guy who brought you home one bit, he has the looks of a player… ”
“Brad?? “I called when his rattling became too much disturbing my thoughts and butting into it
“Yes?? “He answered me
“Get out now! Until you fall in love don’t talk to me about whom you like and whom you h@ťě”I warned and he smirked
“Love? If this is how love is like… I mean from your experience I don’t think I will ever fall in love
Its creepy Bella”
Yeah, he’s right, maybe love is creepy after all
Confusing your mind, hurting you, betraying you, teasing you, making you smile,making you cry, making you want to die and making you want to live
Love is cruel,
*I mean Bella, you’re a nerd, a scary nerd.. Look at how you look like *
*Do you even look at a mirror? I don’t think you do*
*You’re very scary, you never changed for a bit since I knew you… *
I recalled again
Love is one-sided
He chose other girls over me, that’s how one-sided love can be, will I ever taste the good side of love? Maybe someday
I darted my eyes to the moon again which the star deserted
I know the star is lonely but it’s not the only one lonely, the moon is lonely too….
Tbc