? The Omega ?
? Chapter thirty three?
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Betta Ricco
These past few days have been messed up for me, I tried to concentrate but I couldn’t. There is no way I’m caving into this feeling but it’s like the more I try to hide away from them, they become stronger. The day I saw her with Lady Olive, the mate bond became stronger that I so much wanted to have her in my arms forgetting my ego, but then…Lady Olive took her away leaving me craving and wanting her so much.
These days it feels like I’m not in control of myself, I know she h@ťěs but f-__-k! Who cares, I might not want her as my mate but that doesn’t mean she can be with other guys, she belongs to me alone, only I have the power to make her cry and no other man. The thought of her with another man makes me want to devour somebody. When she walked through that door today with Lady Olive and Aqua, I couldn’t take my eyes off her, and I could see some of the politicians that came to discuss business with Rudolfo and I was staring at her.
I felt like ki||ing them but decided to control my anger, I don’t want her to know I have a thing for her, I know it’s crazy but after watching Rudolfo pass through what he encountered in the past year’s as a result of his mate rejection, I swore never to have a mate, and even if I find her I won’t act like I know her and won’t allow us to cross part. Years later I found out that Diamond was my mate. I have always known that she has a crush on me, but I never give two glances at her. All I know is that she Was the mate I never wanted and will not give up at the same time. I know it’s crazy but that’s how I have always wanted it and that’s why I always destroy any relationship she embarks in. Is either I scare the guy away or I use my powers and influence.
And then….the day that lady Diamond told me that she’s going to give her away to any Alpha that wants her, I know she meant every bit of what she said, as she’s not the kind of a lady you would want to mess with. My mind has not been at peace I can’t think of the possibility of that happening, I know Diamond is mine, I want her so badly and only did know how I have been able to keep my cool and not have her and make her mine, but obviously not…I can’t give a woman power over me, they need to learn and know their limit.
After she walked in through that door today, I don’t just know but I feel my whole system screaming her name like she owns every piece of me and that’s f-__-king annoying. After the politicians left I couldn’t wait any longer, I don’t know if it’s only the mate bond but I badly want her as I have never before, I wanted her so much that I might lose my sanity if I continue to hold back and not at least have a world with her I made up my mind, as I pick up courage with only one thing in mind, “Talk to her, your sanity might come back to normal” That’s the only thing I have on the back of my head while walking to her room.
I stood before the door of her room and knock only for her to call out baby, I wasn’t in the right frame of mind perhaps I shouldn’t have shouted at her like that but when She started taking her phone calls, I knew instantly that I couldn’t take it anymore, as we started exchanging words going back and forth, but not until she dropped the bomb by calling me a heartless beast.
I wasn’t upset because of what she called me, I was hurt for the fact that’s what she sees me like made my heart shatter at the moment, I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I’ve not always been the type to care about what anybody thinks of me, but with her…its different it’s like she’s my everything that I might stop breathing or change If her view of me changes. She might not know this but she already got me Wrapped around her finger. She f-__-king has so much control over me and that’s not what I f-__-king wants.
I was already angry, too angry to do anything and too heartbroken to think with the right sense, turning around to face the door, I walked out with a broken heart, something that has never happened to me in my years of leaving.
I had no intention to return to my mansion like this, I needed to cool off so I went to the garden. As I stood there a lot of thoughts ran through my mind, “Why can’t I live here since I don’t want her?” Everything about her drives me crazy, I can’t deny that and whenever she’s near me, I always don’t know what I’m doing as the only thing I will be craving for is her warmth, it’s only a miracle that I survived till now
Knowing that she h@ťěs me so much makes me h@ťě myself, who’s wicked enough to deny his or her mate, f-__-k! $h|t is crazy, I needed to cool off, I made to walk out only to behold her standing meters away from me, I can smell the connection hitting on both of us, our wolves howl to let loose, I watch her stare at me with emotions I can’t read, I badly wanted talk with her, I might not agree to my true feelings but that doesn’t mean I don’t want her, I really do and these days the feeling is growing g so strong and stronger by the day, but I refuse to cave in, I refuse her been a mistake
Immediately she meant to walk away I don’t know but the word left my mouth
My kitten!?
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