Diamond
I kept shifting back till my back hit the wall, suddenly stopping my movement. I gulp down unknown saliva as I brace up for the worst to happen. But then….I remembered what Lady Olive told us, and immediately I decided to muster up the courage for the first time. It’s time I show him, he’s no longer in charge. Days are gone when I crawl to his feet begging for his love, “I mean it’s pointless because no matter what he won’t ever take two glances at me” I thought to myself and took a peek at him from the corner of my eyes only to see him, burning with rage, but who cares?
I folded my hands below my B-__-bs, suddenly, as I positioned myself well looking like I don’t care,
”What do you have to say?” I ask, staring in his eyeballs, suddenly not knowing where the courage comes from. I watch as he stares at me in surprise like he didn’t believe I could talk to him in that manner, well he should get prepared cause more drama is about to come. My phone rings actually when Lady Olive got us our separate phones at the spa today, a handsome guy approached me though he’s not more handsome than Ricco but he looks okay and rich too. We exchanged contact and he walked away, though I wasn’t interested but I had no choice since I think I need a man to love me.
I walk towards my phone not minding if Rico is still present, I intentionally put the phone on speaker
“Hey babe” He spoke up, and I glance at Ricco to see him folding his first beside him, I scoff like I don’t care
“Hey, darling…..”
“What are you doing?”
“Nothing just got back”
“You mind a hangout tomorrow…?” He drawled, I smirk as I bite my lower lip seductively
“Are you asking me on a date….” I tease unknowingly since Ricco is there
“Yeah, I like you and would want us to talk more,” He said, and I could tell he meant it.
”Okay, drop the address” I concluded
“Yes…….!” He shouted and I could swear, the excitement in his voice is everything
“Are you that excited?” I ask, laughing lightly.
“Of course, you don’t know what this means to me”
“Awww….see” I couldn’t complete my sentence before the phone was taken away from me,
I turned to see angry Ricco, and watch as he switch off my phone,
“What’s that about?” I ask angrily losing my cool already
“Why are you speaking to other men,” He asks angrily as he towers all over me
“You never wanted me so what’s your issue!?” I fired back in rage
“And what if I do?”
“You don’t have to cause I will never be yours,” I said angrily, already pissed at him
I saw he smirked as he look at me with the bad boy look, “What if I tell you that you still love me,
“I would rather remain single than love a heartless beast like you,” I said not knowing when it slipped from my mouth, I saw a hurt flash through his eyes, and gently, he dropped my phone and left without saying anything.
I sighed as I slumped down on my bed, I wanted to feel bad, I really do, but then…remembering all he has made me pass through all these years, the silent treatment like I don’t exist. I couldn’t pity him, in fact, I’m angry at myself for pitying him because seriously he doesn’t deserve my pity, not even a bit. I sighed as I pulled off my clothes and walked into the bathroom. I wanted to sleep beside Aqua tonight but I wonder if she’s still with the Alpha.
I walked into the bathroom as I allowed the shower to splash on every part of me. Finally, I felt a lot better. My mind raced back to Betta’s visit. I can’t help but wonder why he suddenly comes to my room after so many years of ignoring me. “f-__-k!” I cursed when a thought suddenly pops up in my mind, could it be because I suddenly looked different? I don’t know, I just can’t tell, I won’t deny that my heart still beats for him a million times, and that’s something which I certainly do not have control over.
If it were up to me I know I could never resist his charms, but maybe time can do so many things and I guess one of them is me. I never could imagine that a day would come when I would finally look him in the eye and talk back at him, but I know I could only do that because of one reason and that’s because he has hurt me too much. Too much for me to hold in. I walk out of the shower with my towel wrapped around my body, I walk into my room and dried my body including my hair, after which I settled for the cute nightie which I picked at the mall. I picked up my phone as I walked towards the bed and laid on it, but my mind is at rest and that’s why I don’t know why. I tried to sleep as forced my eyes closed but nothing is happening, I sighed knowing its useless,
I climb down from the bed and wear my flip-flops, I walk towards the window as I stare through the night. A smile crosses my lips as I walk towards my door, the night is still young and right now the only thing that can calm my heart down is nice air. As I walk down the stairs I can only hear the voices of a few mauds like me and guards. I walk out of the packhouse to the garden, that’s the only place that can give me the peace of mind that I wanted.
Immediately I stepped into the garden, I froze on my step as I saw Betta or should I say my mate as he stood gloriously watching and admiring the stars, for a moment I got lost staring at his glorious face, Immediately he turned and gaze at me, I turn around as I meant to walkout
“My kitten” He called, making me halt on my step.
???Shine???