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CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE: (Episode 15)
“You can’t continue keeping me in the dark, I need to know the truth. I need to know what Crystal knows. ”
” Skylar, it’s really complicated. ”
” Then make it not to. Logan, I don’t care what you are or what look like, I care about you because I love you. In three days to come we’ll get married and… and we’ll be husband and wife. Don’t you think I should know the truth? ”
” Skylar… I… I really do want to show you but… ”
” But what? ” She cuts in, ” tell me, but what? ”
” I’m gonna hurt you. You really don’t know wanna know what I am or what I’ve become. Finding out is going to make things worst for the both of us. ”
” Are you trying to… ”
” Sometimes we just have to let things the way they are. Look Skylar, I don’t wanna hurt you. ” He said holding her shoulders.
She pulled out, walking few steps away from him. “You are hurting me. I barely got to know the man I love was the one who saved my life. How long will you have to keep your secrets from me? Huh? “She sniffed, sighing. ” I don’t wanna be scared of you, Logan, I just want to keep looking at you the way you are. Show me… Show me what you are. ”
He sighed softly. Then the lights went off, leaving the both of them standing in the dark.
Skylar ?️
I could hear the hard growling sound he was making, and his presence I could feel them no more.
I was left in total darkness, wondering what he could become of. A devil? A Werewolf? A Lion?
I mean, What exactly?!
Then I saw two dark red color shine in this darkness. A colour that shone like two eyes, staring angrily at me. I felt the strong heart beat on my chest, and a sudden stiffness in my body.
The light went on and off in a blink of an eye, giving me a chance to see the other side of Logan. Not just the other side, I meant the ‘other-other’ side of him.
I came closer to him, slowly or I’d rather say fearfully raising my hand to his face. I was so scared quite well, but as I placed my hand on him, I felt a more stronger connection with him.
My eyes couldn’t get off the scary dark red eyes. Tears had made it’s way down my cheeks, all this while it has been him?
The one ki||ing those people at Shaman, it has longed be him?
Is that why Crystal desperately wanted to leave? Because her scar has something to do with him?
He dashed out through the window with full force. I rushed to the window, staring down the tall castle but he was so fast to run into the woods even before I could reach to the window.
I banged the door behind me, running after him with my both hands firmly holding my gown high. I ran into the woods, not minding how fearful it was.
Right now, that doesn’t matter. What matters most was finding Logan.
I called his name several’s of time but he didn’t answer. Even though I knew quite well that he was hearing me. I mean, I didn’t mean to hurt his feelings. But I think I needed to know.
“Logan, I’m sorry, okay? I didn’t mean to pull you in that way. I… I was only concerned. I wanted to know, I wanted to help. I’m sorry if I did it the wrong way. I wanted you to know how much I care about you and how much I didn’t mind what or who you are. I… I just love you, okay? And, and I’m sorry, okay?. ” I started crying.
I wanted someone to hold me, to wipe out those tears. I needed someone beside me… I needed him. I needed Logan Greene.
“Logan, I know you can hear me, and I hope you can understand me. I’m not scared of you anymore. When I held you, I felt this strong connection between us like… a new feeling, a new life and… I don’t think I can stay away from you. I need you Logan, I really need you by my side. ”
I covered my face with my palms, crying more than I could offer. Not feeling his presence made me empty, made me a nothing. And I can’t cover up the gap if he isn’t by my side.
That’s a lot impossible.
I felt the same connection. This time it was getting stronger and stronger. I uncovered my face, slowly turning to look at him. He was standing with a half human skin and a half animal skin. His eyes more darker than before, his canine teeths pierced out. His fangs pointed out, that bloods were dripping out of it.
In those eyes, I could see anger and want.
“I’m not scared of you, Logan. I will never be scared of what you are. ”
He growled heavily. I could feel the anger burning in that sound.
I went more closer to him, moving my head down at the left side.
“What are you doing?” He asked, darkly.
“Isn’t that what you want? Take it, take my blood.”
“I can’t. I’m gonna hurt you Skylar don’t you understand?!”
I rose my head, ” Then you’re hurting me too by refusing it!” I yelled. ” You said you loved me, didn’t you? Then why refusing me?”
I gazed at him for an answer, yet he said nothing. “Then… take my blood. Please.” I bent my head again, patiently waiting for him to make a move.
He growled again from the inside, his teeths fused out the more and he looked pale and hungry.
He held my collar bone, his fingers deeper into my flesh. I Mõ@ɲed at the pains. I could feel the tip of his nose on my bare skin as he inhaled, exhaling out.
I shut my eyes close. His teeth touched my skin, just then I could feel the cold roll of my blood. Slowly he dipped in with his upper canine teeths, then cupping my flesh with the lower teeths.
I felt weaker every seconds as he gulped more of my blood. My vision became dim, and every air I breathed came out as a gasp. I was feeling death.
It was knocking at my door.
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He gently laid her on the bed, shifting the strands of her hair to the back.
“I’m sorry, I never meant to hurt you.”
“You didn’t hurt me,” she told him, ” I asked you to. And I’m not regretting what you did.” She stared at him faintly, ” You don’t have to be this way forever. ”
” This is what I am. I ki||ed those innocent lives. It was me all the time, I ki||ed those people. I’m a monster. I’m a monster.”
” Don’t say that. “She warned,” you’re no monster, Logan, you’re not a monster.” She rubbed his face. “You’re the man I fell in love with. And don’t you ever think of leaving me.. ever again. Promise me ”
” I promise. ”
” Lay with me, I want to feel your body with mine. ” He did as he was told.
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